deborah rocks((:

2009-11-16T02:35:00.000-08:00

Out of randomness(:
Presenting...my 3 dramas!!
1.hi,My Sweetheart/hai pai tian xin
main actors:Rainie Yang,Show Luo,Lee Wei

2.Autumn's concerto/xia yi zhan, xing fu
main actors: Vanness Wu,Ady something

3.You're beautiful/You're handsome/something korean

main actors:Park Shin Hye,Geok Sun and somemore..wtv their names are.HAH!

Currently most crazed over you're beautiful so they're two pictures of them!

wheeeeee.

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-11-15T21:02:00.000-08:00

my post is gonna be super boring to those who are not involved(:
anyway,recently,i've been quite happy.
1.i'm watching 3dramas
2.my J!
3.oops!no three://

actually there's very little but these things take mup most of time.
AAAAHHHH.
if homework was abolished,i'd be able to watch dramas all day:D
everything is so touching,nice,cute,awesome.
what's not to like?
even though the worries outweigh the contentedness,
my dramas make me feel like i can actually excape from all this.
i'll be leaving on wednesday://
i hope it'll go well.
i'm still procrastinating at packing though.
URGH.how i hate it:/
((:
i can't believe it.in just just one day,i finished
10 episodes of you're beautiful.:DD
HAHAHA.what a waste of time right?
but as long as i'm happy,i think that's fine.

hmm,let's see.
things to do?
1.send Jon the icebreaker email
2.finish packing
3.start on homework
4.do self study topics
5.memorise the new trigo formulas
6.memorise + learn caroling songs
7.iron some of the clothes that are supposed to be packed?
(no maid alrdy.how sad)
8.PRAY THAT ORENISHE FASTER UPLOADS ALL OF YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!

i'm more worried about the korean drama since i require subs.
tsk:/
in the midst of watching autumn's concerto now.
GAHHH.how freely my tears flow!
hi my sweetheart will be placed at one side first i guess.
LOL.i only finished ep1 of that.AHHA.
and I still need time for J...SIGH!
nevermind.
autumn's concerto ep7?here i come!

2009-11-12T20:03:00.000-08:00

If colours were what made you happy,then what colour would you choose?

hello!okay okay wait.today is friday...

ended extra lessons on wednesday(:

had o level on tuesday..

OH.THAT.it was..uhh.i really dk.i'll say more when i know the results.

had choir!yay:D.we're learning a new song and revising when you believe(:

OHGOSH.i love that song!!!!!

thur?has choir and davao leadership training(:

that was certainly fun.

so now i know my hotel roomates and group mates(:

gosh.i really hope i'll have fun.

we'll be eating at restaurents everyday(:

and get to have a school exchange and paint houses there too!

and we'll also get to ride Asia's longest zipline.

wowwww.i look forward to that(:

TODAY.

well,it's still quite early so i can't say much.

but after doing some organising,i realised i have ALOT of

homework to do.://////

gna have a run with loobs later.hope it'll go well.

i hardly get to exercise anyway:/

hope there's good weather and no rain or sun((:

HAHAHAH.

OH.and i have to start on my homework and on packing-.-

I HATE PACKING.

i think i mentioned last year too.

when i went on the china cip trip.

the thing i really dislike when going on a trip is the packing and UN-packing

you have to worry about nitty-gritty things like some aunty.

i'm alrdy turning into one i tell you-.-

HAH.but it's so funny!lol

okay.i know i'm sounding weird but AHHH.nevermind.(:

back to doing work!

and i'll check if my shows are uploaded yet(:

i've been spending ALOT of time on dramas:D

but not enough time on my dear J.okayokay.wait(:

ILYJ<3!

2009-11-08T02:45:00.000-08:00

hi.yes.okay.wait.
YTD.
went to zhonglaoshi's house.
it wasn't as bad as i expected(:
1.her house is really really nice
2.she was so nice to give us a full tour((:
3.her family is super smart
(they ALL graduated from overseas unis)
(+3 are scholars)
4.her maid has her own room,bed +computer!!
5.her maid listens to her own mp3 while cooking and cleaning!
6.she has a cat:D
(which we didn't get to see D:)

spaghetti was awesomexzxzx!lol.
i ate two servings!!she was like really surrised i ate so much.LOL
did do some work.though not very promising.

TODAY.
whew!publicity vid is not today.but it's showing next week-.-
YES>LOOBS>YOU"RE COMING
sermon was pretty refreshing(:
sg was fun.cause sam bought my FAVOURITE chips!!
LOL.
lunch was fantastic cause i got to eat chicken(;
yeah.i like chicken.
today's tofu was quite good also??lol.
hehh.
went to hang out for awhile at loobs' block.
sighhh.she makes me eat ever so much.
then she had this urge to get shoes.LOL.
so we bus-ed to ws.
shoe hunt failed.
but we did bump into david,lz and samwong.
sam went to the library and lz wanted us to see him get a haircut.
the queue was too long so he decided to go home.HAHAH.
before that we bumped into ken and bertrand.(:
i like cookies and cream ice cream,bertrand!
thenthenthen..saw william and his class there.LOL.
even saw ms ng!they were going for a class chalet behind my house.LOL!
okayokay.thenthenthen,looby bought roses for her mom(:
aww how sweet.and even took bus89 home with me(:
aww,even sweeter!hehh.
and while i was on the way back, i saw manymany people flying kites!
OMG.is it flying kites day or something?!!
there were more than 25kites.
believe me.i actually counted.
(:
that made my day.awww.how happy happy(:

okay!back to studying for chinese Os!!!
add oil debsy!

2009-11-06T01:21:00.000-08:00

okayokay.quick update.
ytd...
had a mock phy and chem exam.
-.-
then had some kind of chinese talk.
wow.that was tiring://
then had to rush for the leadership training program.
that was interesting.
(:
but my work load just went up again://
SIGH!
now i have to find out all i can about davao
and prepare a 15min on sg.
seriously.what is there about sg?!!
tsktsk.anyway,that was all ytd.
then today i had my chem olevel spa.
i made many careless mistakes.
using wrong stuff and forgetting to do lagging-.-.-.-.-
then there was math rememdial.
which,i think doesn't exactly help me to improve.
thennnnn.
during chinese,zhonglaoshi gave us more papers to do.
so now i have about 5diff school papers to do before tues
which is my o level.
i know i'm complaining alot.but this is a way i get rid of any stress:D
yes.i was saying...
adn tmr i have to go to zhonglaoshi's house for last min
revision.
ARGH!
how i'm going to survive the rest of my life,i do not know.
--rolls eyes--
just finished watching PPP to relax!:D
and dodo told me rainie has a new show.YAY!
so now i have a lost of about 5must-watch dramas.
no time!
:////

i need to pray!

2009-11-04T06:12:00.002-08:00

OMG.today something very very (idk how to describe) happened
when walking out,i got a lift from this indian lady.
and apparently,she knows my school principal!
AND SHE'S A PRINCIPAL TOO!
but idk for which school://
anyway,she looked alright that's why i accepted the lift.
she's so nice(:
and she doesn't even live in the same condo as i do!
(:
hehh.and i'm so gaining weight!
LKT has been going to some market every morning.
and wtv they buy,i eat(:
omg.i didn't know biscuits can taste so good.
2h of lit wasn't as bad as i expected.
it's 2h of hcl on fri that i'm worried about.
lit recording was interesting!!haha.and how we had to do sound effects and stuff.
(((:

had a phy and chem mock exam today-.-
phy was quite alright.not too difficult.
chem was...quite alright too!
but mrsloh kept attacking me on my units and decimalplaces:///
so i hope the actual olevel on fri would be alright:/
YAY!i didn't feel too scared to light the bunsen burner today.

your homework gaze is damn cool!(makes a circle with my fingers)
hehh.LKT knows what it means((:

2009-11-03T04:33:00.000-08:00

sleep has recently never been better(:
but i do wish school is really over://
anyway,today was pretty blah.
except for some stuff.
but they can't be posted...so..it's like.nothing(:
went to dodo's house after school to show something damn dumb:D
rach came too.
we watched the maid.LOL.
i found it wasn't as scary as it was the last time i watched it.
showed them the THING.omg.CHICKEN!!
hahaahhahaha.shh!
then watched SHINee vids((;
omg.....rach fell in love with them too(:
ireally like all of them(:
except for onew i guess.
he's uhhhh.idkk.not appealing to me(:
but the rest are the bestest!

but i found out soem terrible news whilst surfing the net earlier.
JONGHYUN HAS H1N1!!
omhgg.dodo!your jonghyun is sick! DDD:
i'm so worried for him.i'm gonna pray for him right now.
goshh.and they just started a comeback:/
i hope more stuff will be out soon(:

2009-11-02T06:12:00.000-08:00

TAEMIN AND MINHO HAVE FB ACCOUNTS!!!
OMGGGG:DDD
I'M LIKE..PRAYING SO SO HARD THAT THEY ARE THE REAL
PEOPLE AND NOT SOME SICKOS.
WELL,THEY HAVE REAL ENOUGH PHOTOS.
OMGGGGGGG.
PLEASE LET IT BE TRUE!!!!
I ADDED THEM..
NOW ALL I HAVE TO DO IS WAIT!
OMGGG.THE WAITING IS KILLING ME!
IT'S LIKE..30SECONDS PAST ALREADY.
OMGG.FASTER!!!
CHILL DEB CHILL!!

2009-11-02T05:28:00.000-08:00

PRESENTING SHINEE!

my minho!(he's the tallest! + he raps!)

taemin!(he's sixteen!)

Onew.(leader)

Key!(he's funny!)

jonghyun!(he's hot + best singer)

2009-11-02T05:19:00.000-08:00

Hi.
okay.uhmm.updates..yeah.
sat??
publicity vids for tofu??
AHAHAHA.i think the sunday that the vids will be played will leave me with no place to place my face.
It's absolutely humiliating.
sun?
OMG.i actually tried playing soccer with vic.
i can die.
i felt like some chicken.wait.no.balloon maybe.
yeah.
But yay for the burnt calories.
and today is a monday.
there;s supposed to be no school!!
but i have eight more days to go!!
SIGH!lessons are like per normal.but it's not too bad cause of my
ahem!biscuit(:
OH.and thanks shanice for the early christmas prezzies!
and my darling for the heart shape chocs.
ilthem!
and yes,you're so hot that the chocs actually melted-.-
nvm,luckily there's something called a fridge:D

and i managed to get some photos of my dear dear SHINee!:DDD
bye bye taemin.hello minho.
OMG.he's such an adorable block of wood i tell you.
he's so quiet that it's attractive.heh!
and i've mainly been watching many many reality tv shows of SHINee.
nevermind that they're in korean.
fangirling is part of my life:DD

but...yes.i'm getting so busy that i'm not myself.
I have to stay back almost everyday for math.
and then there's choir and davao briefings.
and i;m leaving for the Phillipines soon too:xxxxx
then there's carolling too!
goshhh.
+my phy SPA,chem SPA,chinese.
all are Olevels.
please pray for deborah.
anyone who'se reading this.
and..photos of my darlings will be uploaded shortly:DDD
they actually help me to de-stress.
:D!
school tmr again!sigh!

2009-10-30T04:19:00.000-07:00

DEBORAH HAS OFFICIALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH SHINEE!!

and i've decided i like ALL of them.
i only liked taemin ytd://
and i want to learn the dance of ringdingdong.
there's one part where it's damn cool!!
i like!!
and today...I was so so so happy.
because of.........:D!
school was):
it's the last day for everyone except the sec3!!
i still have two more weeks to go.
sigh!
but shinee and 2pm will keep me company(((:
omg.it's like becoming some kind of voyeur.AHAHAH:D
i shall find photos of them soon((:
ashley and dodo and I were high today over..SOMETHING.
and i got to tell LKT about that thing which made me upset.
:xxxx.
ily girls!
wtv

sat tmr!!):
and my dear looby is hurt!
AGAIN.
why does bad stuff keep happening to good people?!
sigh!
and i'm starting to find that i'm getting real busy this month and next.
taemin!muacks!
dodo.idw you anymore(:

2009-10-29T05:45:00.000-07:00

hi.hi.hi.hi.
I actually wanted to blog since 98572395873years ago.
But then,i got banned for something.
I usually can't remember the reason why i get scoldings((:
it's also better that way.
anyway.....
got back my result slip today!!:D
happy that i got back but not for the results gotten D:
my L1R5 is a freaking17!!
wth!
like this,i cannot even DREAM about going to my dreamJC.

Anyway,went to vjc ytd for some computer game competiton.
dodo and ashley went as well.
Our reason was TOTAL rubbish(:
we only went to see vjc.
ZOMG.and i found out ashley's dream jc is vjc too!!
high five girl!!:DDD.
yeah.but with my results like this,,CANNOT MAKE IT!!
anyway,the game was super fun.
okay.not super.very.(:
we ALMOST got 3rd okay-.-
we lost by a stinking decimal place-.-.-.-.-.-
to ST PAT.s):
okayokay.nvm.luckily they're good looking.HAHAHHAA.
1st + 2nd went to KC!!omg!
dodo said there was this veryvery pretty girl in KC.
hmph.idc.

then today got a TON of chinese homework again-.-
o levels on 10nov!! D:
sigh!
and deborah is so proud that she can use the axs to pay for bbq pits!!
WHOOP!
haha.i was like almost gna panic when i couldn't find the button):
BUT I DID IT!!
yay!
and i have no life.
two extra weeks of school and events are popping up EVERYWHERE-.-

anyway..just in case anyone sees this.
attention choir members((;
please sms your SLs ASAP to say if you're going for the bbq.
It's on 30nov which is a mon.Come around 2.45-3 like that.
at ecp, C21 and C22 bbq pits((:
we plan until very hard okay((:

OKAY.then today i finally got to use the internet and
I SAW SOMETHING DEVASTATING.
well,kind of lah.
*rolls eyes*
and it totally ruined my mood.
so i watch HORTON!!
it's nice(:i like.ALOT.
omg.it's a cartoon and i could cry!my mood must really be in the dumps-.-
I really suck.:/
anyway.school tmr!!
hope it'll be okay and not that tiring.

2009-10-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

SIGHHHHHH.

got back a few results.
MAN!byebye my dreamJC.
i failed Amath.figures://tsk.
seriously.i need to get grounded real bad!!
HCL-C5
Emath-C6
Chem-A2
Phy p1-28/30
Lit P1-33/50

that's all i know for now.
but:////the situation looks bleak D:
I need motivation for Os.
but it seems useless.
My parents are asking me to drop Amath.And i feel like dropping it too.
At least at first.But i've just changed my mind.
SIGHHHH.
and there are so many important things to remember too.
Well, i have chi Os on 10/11.
chem SPA on 11/11.i forgot when's phy.
28oct i think i have to go to vjc for something.://
it;s damn stupid.was just for kicks.
OH.and now exam's over, I have more stuff coming up.
ARGH!
i think i should do some writing.yeah.i shall i guess.
and i have an injured foot!SIGHH.
truly i now fully understand
"when one part of the body suffers, the whole body suffers with it"

THANKS GOD mon's a hol.
i shall pray somemore for tues.when i'll know the results of other subs.
finished dby alrdy.*.*
OMG.(:
oh.and ytd was alright i guess:/
the chalet has really changed quite alot.
they upgraded(:
pssst.anne!my dream!!the glass doors(:
and there was these two boys, Jack and Nathan.
Jack-4
Nathan-7.
OMG.damn cute!!I prefer the older one((:

I'm sorry if i'm not as nice as before.But the look of your face pisses me off.
Your voice makes me wanna roll my eyes.
what you say makes me flinch.
You're smart and you still deny.and that pisses US off.
I believe we can do without you now.
two words.
please leave

2009-10-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

NO CIP for me today!:D
haha.watched and spammed dby when i woke up.
then blahblah.
then went for dinner with my parents(:
yay!!
cause when i'm out with them,i do the talking and they do the buying(:
ate at sakae...
OMG.the standard has gone very low now.
and no pumpkin chawamushi-.-
BUT.i got new shoes and a new watch.
yay.i love my parents.
and i tried the best yoghurt in the world.
at ws.the newly opened one.
OMG.i was super kiasu until I was so embarrassed.
i thought you paid by cup so i thought the more the better.
Cause you get to press for the amount of yoghurt you want.
THEN I FOUND OUT YOU PAY BY WEIGHT.
omg.this man was like looking and shaking his head at my mountain of yoghurt.
thankfully,my dad paid for it of course!:DD
but i felt super super super ps:///
so singaporean-ish
sighh.
party at safra tmr!!
meeting anne(:
OMG.us two are gonna be the two dummys or something.
HAHAHHA/but i'm going out with ANNEEEEEE.so i look forward to it(:

AND MON IS A HOL RIGHHHT?
cause i want to go out.(i think)
hehh.

and my parents say they moght go to KOREA for the hols.
OHMAHGOSHINESS!
i want!if it's korea i want!
but i have so much stuff this year!
why can't they go switzerland this year and go to korea next year with me?!!
MY LEEMINHO.MY KIM BUM.MY YURI.MY JESSICA.MY SOOYOUNG!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
:xxxxx
i know this is crazy..but...whatever:D
i like can alrdy.

crossing my fingersxxxxxxxxx
i guess i'll know my results tmr.SIGH.
whatever i get, I'll praise the Lord for He is Good.

2009-10-13T07:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO again.lol.
gonna upload pictures at random(:
i realised my blog is getting way too wordy.
Might as well post something when blogger is still fixed.
HAHA.
the first is my personal favourite.
one of them lah(:
my cousin is pretty right(((:
EZANN:D

final words...

I like Your Face by Taylor Swift(:

not a bad song.

2009-10-13T06:50:00.000-07:00

HI!
yes.i haven't blogged in like..FOREVER.
but exams are finally going to be OVER.super super yay!(:
tmr is my last paper!LIT!
so there's like NOTHING to study so i'm FREEEEE(:
happyhappy(:

OH.and i have to say hi to anne.
she has been pestering me to blog-.-
tsktsk.
HI ANNE!!:DDD
we were talking on the phone earlier and we formed a new word!!
CODA!
it's supposed to take the place of retarded cool or something like that.
the other type of cool is known as SHHHH(;[it's not shh.i'm just not saying]
yeah.SUPER CODA JUST TALKING TO MY LOOBY.

went to parkway earlier.
my pastapastapastamania.
LOL.copying paparazzi.><
i love my cream chicken!!there was chicken!
and I saw this pencil case that i really liked(:
red and white stripes(:only $3!!
but i had no money):
and fooled around with LKT.sighsigh.
HAHAHHAHA.
I saw hamsters at PLC.i like!!
my favoirite breed is the Roborovski with face.
yes.with face is within the breed name.LOL
what else??
OHHH.
exams are...SIGH!
math(A+E) is so dead!i'm so screwed about that.

ilcl.ila.you guys know who you are(:

recently, miley cyrus has a new song called Party in the USA.
i know there are alot of miley haters out there.But I really like that song.
She looks so much better please.
Last time, when she was still singing disney songs,her clothes were
OH SO SHINY and HORRIBLE.at least they're what people would wear now.

I LIKE CHICKEN.very nice!
must try.
((:

and this post HAS to be dedicated to anne.
cause she asked for it.LOL

2009-09-21T04:50:00.000-07:00

hi.i've had loads of stuff happen.
But i'm going to skip all that.
and talk about something which i feel is really important.

As Singaporeans,we are very able and well to do.
We teenagers have been pampered with alot.Have you ever seen a Singaporean child go hungry before?
Even if you have,there are not many.
I have come across a very brilliant website.
and i urge every single person to visit it.take a look at the video too.
www.compssionuk.org
And i alos believe that every single person who has read this on my blog
is also very able to provide for a child.
Can you imagine?just 18pounds a month is enough.
Do the convertion yourself.idk how to.LOL.

I really feel like sponsoring a child(((((:
i shall ask my parents as soon as they get back from their retreat.
I hope that more people are able to sponsor a child to support their education(:
Do your bit for world poverty.
I encourage all F3.1 students to consider this as well.
after all,our geog topic is currently on world poverty.
:/
Support a child.I believe it is something that we should do if we are able to afford it.
(:
and have a nice day.

p.s i'm dying cause i'm not studying.i need motivation.

2009-09-15T05:49:00.001-07:00

hi.
short post today.
i'm superrrr busy!!

firstly...RACHELCHUA IS AWESOMEXZXZ!
she made me lip balm!!
yes.M A D E!!
i dont care much for lip balm.
but when a friend actually makes it for you,you'll go ecstatic.
okay.hmm,at least I would.(:
went piano shopping after school.
FAIL.booked a studio instead.
before that had a choir comm meeting(:
choir members!be prepared to have fun!!:DDwheee

and i still have alotta zuowen(chi compos) to complete!
i got a new one today-.-
sigh.sigh.
yes.i'm failing.sheesh!
andandand.there;s phy test tmr.
i haven;t studied because i have other stuff to do.
man!i'm upset i'm so busy.
and yet,i'm kinda happy too.
HAHAHAHA.i guess i'm having a usual deborah moment.
:DDD

OH.YEAH.I WANNA SEE LEEMINHO AT ION!!
WHEE.
DAMN TALL GUY I TELL YOU((((((:
*faints!*

went out with my mom to ajisen for dinner!
yay.i like(:

2009-09-14T04:20:00.000-07:00

OKAY.HI.THIS POST IS SUPPOSEDLY DEDICATED TO CHIENLING.
(cause i said i would dedi a post)

ANYWAY,SHE HAS BEEN ABSOLUTELY NICE IN HELPING ME CHECK UP ON
CHINESE COMPO STUFF.
I currently have four compos on my head.
sigh.sigh.sigh.and i finished one today.
i dont think i can take another more.
and there's new work everyday!
GAHHH!

and thanks to rochy too!
for helping me check my piano exam destination.
OMG.i'm damn fail.
AHAHAH.
my piano exam is this thur and i have no idea how to go.
and where it's at.
LOL.
she just helped me locate the map and the buses to take.
WOWWW.awesome lurhs(:
smart peepo!

andandand.today i got back one of math test!
people!look our our windows!is the sky green????
it better be.
Because deborah just got her first full marks of the year!!
i know it's no sweat to some people-.-
but it's BIG to me(:
*.*wowwwww.

andandand.I think i'm starting to like 8days.
and nobody's gonna be able to guess why.AHAHHA
my reason is uniquely me i think((:
i like the material they use.and the size is so deborah-friendly!
:DDD.
HAHHAHA.
andand.i like 8days!:D
lolol.yeah.i dont get myself sometimes too://
OH.and i gained.alot.of.weight.
!!!
SAD-ED.
time for OPERATION F.O(Flab Off)
HAHAHHAHHAHHA.lol!

phy test this wed!
must.do.well.
sighhh

:D

2009-09-13T03:06:00.000-07:00

sighh.
SADDENING lah loobs!
how come we have have so little to talk about after no more THAT.
*smilesmile*

okay.today.is.boring.
No was.cause it's not over yet.
my parents just came back today,and when i came back,I saw chocs on my table!
yay!(be jealous,loobs!)
and those brightly painted collaspsible wooden animal thingys.
yeah.i know no one gets what i'm saying.
HAHAHAHHA.
but i like my chicken rice.
GOSHH.i like chicken.tastes so nice!
and sermon by aunty pris today was WOW.
i really like.she gets two thumbs up from me.
LOL!I can't give any more as i only have two hands(:
yeah.and i went for carolling audition.
I'm in sop!!fascinating,since i'm in alto2!! in school
I'm afraid once practice starts for real,i'm not gonna be able to hit the notes.
sheesh!
hmm,and there's school tmrw!*gasps*
work?no sweat!I've forgotten what school life feels like.ahaha.
okay.uhmuhm.
nothing else?
OHOH.blogging is nice.
it's like..talking to yourself(:
i know for SURE very little people read this blog.
so it might as well be private(;
LOLOLOL!
hokayhokay.i sudden;y feel like jimmy neutron.
GOTTA BLAST!
*cue theme music*

2009-09-11T08:38:00.000-07:00

hi.yeah.i haven't been blogging cause i have nOTHING to blog about.
LOL.
but now as i reflect upon the week,i feel that i have really wasted time
during this break week.
seriously.my week has been very hu tou she wei.
like I started our fine.doing homework straight.
after two days,i couldn't take it and just started talking to myself.
plus!it's supposed to be a hol man!
out of five days,i went back four times!
HOLIDAY my foot!
but thur was quite fun and tiring.
went to bedok reservoir for the forest adventure thingy!
YAY!i like high high stuff.
I momentarily forgot the proper term for it.
and even if i recall it,i'm too langurous to place the cursor on top to correct it.
LOL!
let's just say i have LOADS of muscle aches now.
And i got BIG BRUISES on my arm from idk where!
OMG.so dumb!
I actually think i pinched myself too hard.
they're like..quite bad.
HAHAHAH.yeah.i tend to pinch myself when i get too bored.
and my parents are enjoying themselves in australia-.-
and i'm so SMART not to follow them-.-
thenthenthen.there's eoys to think about.which fall on 1st oct.
then there's my chinese o level paper.
then there's teh horrendous extra two weeks of lessons.
exclusively for secthrees.
and my fringe kinda sucks.
yeah.NO LINK.
but since when did deborah have link?
LOL.

then i went to fb earlier and i realised there's this new picture craze.
where they match friends to certain stuff.
like rich/lucky/beautiful/handsome..
that kind of nonsense.
and i dont like it.
mainly because i dont like the design,layout and colour((:
my reason is like...damn stupid righht(:
hokay hokay.i know,i rock:D.
and it;s saturday tmr!!
yay!my sleep!
i like.
and my favourite liking is K-POP!
yay for
SUPERJUNIOR
GIRLS GENERATION(SNSD)
WONDERGIRLS
BOF STUFF
*screams!!!*
hokay..and i'm high about something else too!
but whatever!that was sooooo 3minutes ago(:
okay.hello sleep!deborah beckons!:DDD

2009-09-01T04:42:00.000-07:00

OMGOMGOMG.i like ryan higa again((:
his show NINGA MELK totally got me into hysterics.
AHAHAHAH.

hmm,other than that.the day was boring.LOL.
did some homework here and there.
did some revision here and there but that's it.
if it was really successful,i wouldn't even on my computer.
LOL.

school tmr,YUCK.
OH.and the thanksgiving(tkg)carnival is even nearer-.-
sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.sigh.
and then i have to bother myself with packing stuff to go over to my gran's.
My parents will be leaving for aussie this coming sunday.
:/tsktsk.
and i still have no idea about my schedule for the hols.
most likely,i'm gonna waste time-.-
saddening.):
hmm,maybe a few study dates should keep my busy.
eh.dodo!Let's go t3(:
then we do colouring.AHAHAHHAHAHAA.i like(:

2009-08-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

I DON'T FEEL LIKE SLEEPING.
YES.I HAVE SCHOOL TMRW.
HECK CARE(:

ilanne(looby)
<3!

2009-08-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

HI.
ANNE ASKED ME TO BLOG ABOUT HER SO I SHALL.
SEE.
I'M LIKE..SUPER NICE(:

anyway,,,,,,,,,,,,today was UHHHH.HUH?!
ahaha.
anne is a nicenicenicenice person.
Like..super.
she helped.and chocs make my day.
actually,my all time fave are chips.
but chocs are fab too(:

yeah lah.yeah lah.
ILY(x9000)
HAHAH.
andandand.i'm soso proud of you about that SOMETHING!
about the door...
about the hand...
(i just typed something.but thought it sounded wrong.AHAH)
managed to be able to go her school to help out with blowing helium balloons.
i didn't blow any in fact.
just tied strings.LOL
but the balloons were beautiful(:
took picturess(:
sadly,we couldn't kope any):
but talking with arun is nice again(:
HAHAH.didn't see him for so long.HAHAHHA.funneh guy!

and SHE gave me a green bangle.OMGSHHH.because she knew i like green(:
i didn't give her anything.HAHAH
nice deborah.
man!i feel like this blog is like my complain diary.
But i know people read this also.
even though they may not tag.://
SCHOOL SUCKS FOR ME NOW.
to see THAT person's face-.-
to listen and gag over math stuff
to see some friends which i think suck
to see irritating.
to be thinking about crap and trash which doesn't deserve my thoughts

then there's HIGHness.
and smart people
and retarded people
and people who care.
they make your day every bit better.
last week SUCKED mainly due to my mood swings-.-
man!monthly inconveniences are really what their euphemisms suggest
monthly inconveniences-.-

idk lah.i just find life tiring now.
it's tiring trying to be high all the time.
i'm human too.i have my ups and downs.
and i learnt something else today.
SIGH!!!
why is he like that!!!
only make me worry about him--shakes head--
nevermind.
i shall check on him when i go to his house-.-
SIGHHHHH

[EDITTED and REMOVED]
if you wanna know why,you can contact my mom-.-

thanks anne.for waking me(;

2009-08-27T03:19:00.000-07:00

hey.i'm lazy.
gah!don't exactly feel like updating.
but my blog is dying!lol.
loads of work recently.
tests every week.and all that crap about studying and stuff.
anyway,I managed to get 17/20 for my trigo test!!OMG.
HALLELUJAH!
hahahaha.
and good news!
my Amath test tmr is on equation of circles only(:
no plane geometry.I didn't really get that anyway.
Proving is like one of teh most difficult.
Because you dont know where to start!
gosh!
and rachel has been sick this week again.
sigh!!she lost weight.LOL.HAHAHA

carnival is on 5sept!!!(:
means i can't go for BOF but dodo is still coming over to sleepover!!
HAHA.YAY.we're surely gonna crap ALOT!<333
OH>OH> and a new pasar malam opened near my school!
omg!!sinful food!
I ate roti john..nuggets..tapioca cakes!!
please please please dont let me gain weight.
(:

have to clear tables.ARGH.
shifting stuff to locker...I cannot bring everything home lah!
if you're thinking about what i'm gonna do with everything
at the end of the year,
dont worry.
I throw it all away(;
to the RECYCLING BIN>so it's not exactly wasteful(:
HAHA!

my piano exam is on the 17!!!!!!oMGOMGOMGOMG.
i'm like..scared now already.
I didn't do all that well for my last grade-.-
and i dont have that kind of natural talent that some are gifted with.
sigh.sigh.sigh.

oh yeah.and for the choir peformance on 5th sept,
i'm conducting.man!scared i'll mess up.HAHAH.
but i still hope teh choir will do well:DDD
GeM CHORALE ROCKS!!.hahahhaa

2009-08-22T00:02:00.000-07:00

phew!tiring week.
and i kinda find blogging a chore recently.
well,anyway,there's like..a lot of stuff to do.
I also just realised EOYs are around the corner and stuff.
And just tuesday,i'm picking up my primary school habit of reading again!!
I feels good to be able to read and immerse myself into another world again.

Haven't been doing much of that as secondary school keeps me busy.
Even though if you asked me what,I wouldn't be able to answer.
Most of it is wasted daydreaming i suppose.
I've recently been tagged on fb of last year's china cip trip.
OMG.i miss my friends.
i have photos of them..yeah.but there's nothing like talking face to face.
I'm a person that likes quality time spent with a friend://
I probably won't get to see them again.ever.
sigh!

A little worried about my trigo test.
I thought it was relatively easy.
But everytime i think my math tests are easy.I fail them.
LOL.it's like...taboo to think that it's easy or something.
Nevermind.i've prayed.and i believe whatever i get,God has heard me.
I always accept my results after what.2minutes anyway.
yeah.
since tuesday,i've finished two books!!
yay:DDD.
where there is evil by sandra brown.and
Memoirs of a geisha.
i want to push my reading speed!!:DDD.
started on onemoreday by mitch albom today.
He's real good.I loved his fivepeopleyoumeetinheaven.
and i've been reading newspapers and the discovery channel magazine too(:
wheeee.
yeah.i'm aware this sounds relatively dry to most.:xx.
but i dig it:D.
finished geog homework alrdy!!yayyyyy.
mostly,next week is lined up with a series of tests.

tuesday:geog test,lit test(tentative)
thur:SS seq test(bonding sg)
fri:Amath(plane geometry and equation of circles.)

AND I NEED TO REVISE PHYSICS.
i dont have that type of brain that can process
formulas fast.i just odnt get it.
So i require more time than others.
lol.my bad i guess):

bible study later.I hope it refreshes me.
or whatever the r word is supposed to be.
i cant recall.
I mean..there's redeemed..but that's out.
refresh?revitalise?recycle?HAHAHA.
the last one was a joke.
okay.anyway,i need to waste time already.

p.s those who can pray for my grandad,please do(:
the doc says he's kinda in the 3rd stage of cancer.and the cancer cells have reached his lymphocytes.(bio people,you know what this means)
the cancer cells now have acces to every part of his body.
and i shocked me to see him so thin on wed.I really could have just broke down and cried.

2009-08-18T04:44:00.000-07:00

TODAY HAS GOT TO BE THE TIRED-EST DAY OF MY SEC3 LIFE.
SERIOUSLY.
I SLEPT UNTIL SIX.WAS HALF ASLEEP WALKING TO BUS STOP.
SLEPT ON THE BUS.(i could also sleep for just three stops!)
WAS HALF ASLEEP AND DIDN'T FEEL WELL ON MRT.
SORRY LESTER FOR NOT SEEING YOU.AHAHAHA.
SLEPT DURING SILENT READING.DURING PRAYER.DURING SGEM.
DOZED DURING SS,CHAPEL,RECESS,CHINESE,LIT.
AND GUESS WHAT.AFTER THE WHOLE DAY,
I PAYED ATTENTION DURING MATH.AHAHAAHAHHAHAHA:D

seriously felt tired.
ate rach's sugar donuts,garlic hotdog and the nice 50cents banana cupcake(:
and i GAINED WEIGHT>
man!it was not easy losing to[censored].
GAHHHH!
and there's ALOT of math work.goshhh.
and i haven't started on typing out my geog assignment.
AAAH.and my looby is so nice.
she uploaded the demi lovato songs onto her playlist for me to listen to.
HAHA.i'm such a loser.LOL!
and dodo is nice too.
I had like..a change of heart last night.
and she was retarded enough to make me smile(:
ilyt!!
iloveyoutwo!

2009-08-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

OMG.blogger is more screwed than ever..
taiwan line thing??LOL.dk lah.

today was like URGH.
didn't feel like waking up.
I cant wait for friday again-.-
man!it sucks.school is killing me.
the mere thought of its routine irritates me.
And math is getting harder each day.I'm not some smart person you know.there's a limit.
at least i think.it's really tiring.
And I actually wanted to go for this music camp in nov.
There'll be composing and stuff.LIke really cool stuff.
But i won't get to go cause i'm sec3 this year.
Special classes in nov would clash.
WOWW.my life rocks right-.-.-.-.-

and i can't do a certain math question-.-
that's also irritating.
WHY AM I FINDING EVERYTHING IRRITATING?!!!
i think maybe that time of the month is coming soon.AHAHAHAHAHA.
anyway,vball was interesting today.
my capillaries burst and my hand ached and stuff.
lol.
and I have survived the one week hiatus from SOMETHING!!
yay!
kim survived too.AHAHAHAHHA.
:DD.i'm on my way.
OH.and i found out i like spinach.AHAHA.
and i got back my compre today.
msjohnson said everyone had to get at least 35.(mad!)
she said it was badly done this time.for everyone.
But i weighed out the chances.
Cause she didn't mark summary,i had to calculate.
Even if i just passed summary,I would get a 35!!YAY!
prayer helps.seriously.
:DDi love Him<333

you have a face for a smile you know.(:

2009-08-13T05:13:00.000-07:00

been feeling lazy to update anything.
LOL.school is like..like that.
because of the mountain of work that i get-.-
irritating.
and the deal that kim and i made is still going well(:
pretty pleased with myself.HAHAHAHAH

performance this sat at orchard hotel!
wheeeeeee!can hardly wait.
I wanna do a good one on this(;
we're dancing.wooho!!
quite excited actually.HAHAHAHA
and i;m hoping teh sit down dinner to be awesome.
:}
go gem chorale!:DDD

went to dodo's house today to study chinese.
wasted alot of time though.AHAHAH.
urhhmm.
wow*.*
andandand.her mom makes nice..uh..idk.
they look like onion rings but they're really fish.
anyway,they're nice.whatever they are.
dodo's real dumb.always saying people's heads are hard
and she likes to knock them.LOL.
nonsense.and she was high today because AHMEAHEM!
lol!
i got high too:xx.

going home was scary again.
there is alot of construction work going on.
so there are like..alot of workers there.
and it's not a very safe feeling.
but today,it wasn't them who scared me.
it was a group of malay guys.
ZOMG.i was really damn scared please.
Like steal my handphone or something.
when i was near them already,then they purposely kicked the ball towards me.
I didn't know if I should help them pick up or not.
Like..i wanted to be nice but..yeah lah.so i didn't.
THEN THIS GUY CAME UP TO ME.
THEN I WALKED FASTER.
THEN HE SAID BYE SUNSHINE.
LIKE ZOMG!!!!
i mean..it's one thing that he's cute.But i was still scared..
LOL-.-
so now i've got a new nickname!lol.
SUNSHINE!hahahahahahahahah.
i actually prefer mr happy though.
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My dear Looby,
please get well.If not i shall get cardiac arrest just worrying about your health condition.Don't die okay.You mean alot to me.So get better.and study for your Amath test on monday too.ILY<3.and let's study together on sunday.Like after tofu meeting.MUST!I still need to revise physics!(:
love,Loony

2009-08-09T03:33:00.000-07:00

PATHETIC.

today was urhumm..interesting.
I gave myself an ultimatum after listening to looby.
By tonight.Once tonight's over.
(;
i'm free of this petty bondage.
Then i'll really try to put God first in everthing.
If not,if (blahblahblah) then i guess i'll continue.
:D.
LKT'll hear about it tmrw.
And by then,the big decision would have been made.
actually,the decision is not made by me.
((:
yeah.
no matter what.LISTEN LOOBY.
i'm NOT moping.omg.like wth?!!i wont.
once is enough i think.I can't subject you to any more.
:}love dearie.

celebrating lala's birthday at east coast tmr.
I'm hoping i wont see any school people there/
And i hope i'll see edwin again.ZOMG!
:D
cycling is good for leg muscles.I'm sure to have them.
especially after teh dancing and stretching ytd.
ouch!they hurt even now.but i like:D.

i started with that word,so i'll end with it too.

PATHETIC

2009-08-07T07:27:00.000-07:00

WHOOOOO!
God is just so great!
I wasn;t all that tired today(:
woke up at5.20 okeh.
yawn!!

the performance we did was screwed up,but due to God's grace,
hardly anybody could notice it.
man!I was aiming for the harmonising part!
we practiced so hard last minute to find the right notes.
and i didn't do it in the end.
sigh!

went to bugis.
saw alot of other GM people there too.
whatever.
no one particularly interesting.
(:.
ate alot.thanks to kim lah-.-
kept saying she was hungry.
ate at yoshinoya first.(yap!)
then we went to the cinema.and i introduced something new to kim.
POPCORN WITH CHEESE.
it's like the best thing that ever happened.
kim was saying she could never eat popcorn without cheese again.
idk lah.iheartcheese.
But i heartchilli too(:it rocks too.
after that we talked talked.
with LKT(:
I cant exactly remember lah.loads of stuff happened??

I remember doing the choir dance with ddb at one point of time.
yeah.and we went to bugis street next.
lala went home first.):she felt dizzy.
I was with kim and ddb.
went to iluma first i think.LOL.and what did we do?
i think we just showed kim around.because it was her first time there.
and we forgot to show her the special open concept toilets-.-
nevermind.
some weird person was like stalking kim.AHAHAAH.at bugis street.
OMG.damn creepy.He was like walk past then kept looking at us
then turn back and follow from behind.
D:
eeeeee.
blahblah.
kim and ddb bought toriQ for dinner and i bought kfc.
went to the cinema placce to eat again.
then we TALKTALK-ed for like a few hours(:
i always love talking.LOL
then talked about some very NICE stuff.
AHAHAAHAHAHA.
OH.and i just find my mom so funny sometimes.
she called to tell me she made a sandwich for me and fried some patties as well.
I was like HUH?!!
and she also bought me something(it was a watch)
HAAHAHAAHAH.she;s nice sometimes i guess.
doing homework tmrw.
I haven;t been doing ANYTHING on thur and fri.
AHAHAHAAH.
nevermind.should be able to lah.
going out on monday and sunday is kinda full.
but i THINK i should be able to do.
there's alot of work though.
AHHH.trigo!here i come!(tmr)
okeh.tired...i wanna watch more wondergirls perfomances.
LOL!
bye!:D

2009-08-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

ytd kinda sucked.so i'm not gna talk about it.
TMR I THINK I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT FIVVE.
because i have to reach school by 6.45.
okeh.maybe not exactly five.But definitely before 5.30-.-
singing tmr.
i am super super scared that i'll screw up.
having a live band isn't all that a good thing.
Like the rhythmn and beats and stuff.
the last time we had a rehearsal,it SUCKED.
i was so upset with myself.
gah!
i think i kinda like the beginning of trigo(:
it's not all that bad.YET i suppose.
but i think i like it so far.

a tall(x9000)ang moh guy came to our school today.
wowwww*faints.
he's real tall okeh.andandand.he's this student reporter from Ukraine.
OMGOMGOMG.
he can speak three languages!
Ukranian,Russian and English!!
his accent is damn cute i tell you.

eh.kim!i think he's like NBT's height?!
*.*

okay.yeah.anyway.
rachel came back today!
WHEEE.i finally have someone to talk to.
but sitting alone isnt all that bad.
I HAD to pay attention during lessons
:DDD.
i have to wear red shirt tmrw.
I found out my red shirt is MISSING.
WT{c}!
idw to wear the smaller one.
like some kind of slut liddat-.-
okay.ignore.ignore.
i'm just.NVM.

whoo!i think ddb will never be jealous anymore.
But i'm still happy okeh.
About [censored]
omg.so damn cute today can!:DD

2009-08-04T04:30:00.000-07:00

TODAY ROCKED!
even though rach didn't come cause i think she's badly sick.
)):my dear dear dearie.
and kim has a week of mc.
WTH.the doctors are really taking precautionary measures.
OMG.miss them like ALOT.hah.touched??(:
today was HIGHHIGHHIGH.because i had my TALKTALK
with the dumb one.
and then I was so high that i paid attention throughout the
entire chinese lesson.
that's not easy okeh.Especially when she's just talking about the author.
But,i was like high.so yeah.
then thedumbone was like about to doze off.HAHAHAHAHA.i rock.
Watched my boyfriend during lit.
OMG.miss him like soso much.Finally get to see him.
we usually only meet during lit lessons((:
muacks (P)!
then something damn GREAt happened too.
dodo was JEALOUS ah.i'm so happy with myself:D
i totally didn't expect it.(:aww.how touching.

OH.and paid attention during ss too.I like anyway.
and math was kinda killer.
I kept having to pray to God for him to help me to absorb
the new formulas and stuff.
sine rule and cosine rule(:
):.

and choir rocked.kinda i guess.
I'm so happy with my dear ALTOSSSSSS!:DD
they were like so ting hua(obedient?!)today
ZOMG.i love them lahhh.
and i just know we're gna rock the stage on 15aug when
we dance at orchard hotel.
and guess what.our school's gonna pay for our sit-down dinner!!
:DDDDDDDD
it's 80bucks so i'm seriously gna appreciate it!

and you.so what if you're a guy.
You think you're so great-.-
you piss me off.idc if you're strong or whatever.
but your hypocritical attitude just irks me.
and stop attacking [censored] lah.
asshole.

2009-08-03T07:39:00.000-07:00

I feel so thankful when I see the people around me being so gifted in what they do.
And it just warms my heart to know that they can go the distance and
do God's great work.
I just know that their talents would be used in God's awesome plan.
Sometimes,feelings of inferiority(is there such a word?!) set in,
but i know i have my own part to play.
I love God.He has my best interests at heart.
And seeing awesome and talented people use their talents is really great(:

yeah.you.it's always you in my mind isn't it?

2009-08-03T03:51:00.000-07:00

no school today!
more time to finish up on the undone work(:
I didn't go out with my dear LKT because I wanted to stay home and do work.
LOL.righht.
I would have LOVED to go to bugis street and iluma though.
GAHHH.)):
i'm super overdue with chinese work.
seriously.I feel like i cant take it sometimes and i just want to drop it.
But then i rethink,it's just illogical.D:nevermind.

and I found out I cant go for band1 fellowship.
i feel like guilty that clarice had so many meetings and i wont be going.
.sigh.
I have the school carnival that day.
But the school carnival should be fun too(:

MUUUUUSICC<3
you just cant live without it.
i'm trying out something new now.
Playing with different tunes in my head.(:
it's fun,though tiring.
but i think it's my new love now(:

iwait.withhighhopes.butnothingishappening.idwtowastetimeyouknow.

2009-08-02T04:01:00.000-07:00

:DDDDDD.just talked with a friend so i'm happy.
sermon today was..like that lorh.
about pornograhy and piracy.
my mind was on other stuff.didn't REALLY pay attention.AHAHA.
had tofu captain's ball today.
I liked that calories were burned.
and kinda had fun.things weren't really all THAT rough so..yeah
and i kept somehow hitting anne.
HAHAAH.
why righht.
we're always arranged in separate groups(:
LOL!
she's a funny bunny lah:D.heart
and i didn't joelle was THAT tall.HAHA.zomg.
i looked like some munchkin beside her.HAHAHA.
musta looked interesting.
after that i became a mini-fountain.(:
went back to church then went to have lunch with tofu people.
and happy hormones went active again-.-
you know right.when people exercise,a special enzyme is produced.
that actually makes you happy.wait.then it's not hormones.
ok.whatever.something like that lah.HAHAHAH/
painful thighs.LOL.

idk what i really was like.
but i was super high.i know that must have been idiotic.
i always become like half-drunk when over high.
that's not exactly a good thing you know.
but i remembered almost saying hi to a stranger then looby stopped me(:
awwh.
went back to church.
and actually did work!OMG>
there are many smart people who are able to help.
woww.
and then blahblahblah.
did soemthing stupid(sorry!)
blahblahblah.
then went home then uploaded photos of anne and I.
then wrote this??
(:
sighh.wait.NO SCHOOL TMRW!
whee.
an extra day to complete any unfinished work.
which is..A LOT.
okehh.bye!

2009-08-01T04:59:00.000-07:00

man!i'm tiredddd!!
just thinking about the tons and tons of homework i have..
sighhhh.
i have ALOT.all because the teachers think we have alot of time
because monday is a holiday.
-.-.dunb reason.
anyway...
emcee-ing today was quite cool.
being backsatge is awesome okeh.
HAHAHAHAHA.we totally crap while backstage.
yeah.me and awesome awesome people
sheryl,shawn,adam,dayna,mrsthseira(?),mdmeng,mdmchua!
camwhoredddd.
photos are on fb.
blogger's still screwed.

BUT.yeah.today was fun.and HOT!!
the blazer is thickk okeh.
i really cant understand how the band people and prefects can take it.
so hot!
OH.which reminds me.
YOU!the dumbone!has not sent me THAT song.
is it?i cant remember.AHAHA
nevermind.
I'm so glad it's finally over.
my legs shook while singing the school song through the mike!
but everyone said it was not noticeable.so..:DDD!
andandand..i'm happy lahh.
i saw mrs soong but didn't get to talk to her.
she was in the vip room.
HAHAHA.i felt like a total glutton okeh.buffet whaaat.
I took like three or four servings.
i shall blame it on adam and shawn.
who also went for thirds and fouths(:
GAH!SINFUL FOOD!hahahaha:x

the primary school is nice.very well decorated.
fyi.
the ceremony was held at GMS(P)
yeah.air-coned hall!whee!
tmr's sunday!!yay!i can see loobyyyyyy!!!
i wanna TALKTALK but i have nothing to TALKTALK about.
nevermind,with you,there's ALWAYS something((:

but amidst all these great things.
bad stuff do happen.
for example...my grandad.
the doctors have found out what is wrong with him.
Initially,they thought it was just stomach holes..or something
It's confirmed now that he has second stage stomach cancer.
)))))):
idwwwwww!
then i'll cry then my eyes will go puffy!
and.he'll hurt ALOT too.
it was so unexpected.really.
how cancer just strikes a person.
and he's not young anymore..sigh.maybe i should write something.
like i did for an idiot[(:]

2009-07-30T05:07:00.000-07:00

blogger seems to be fixed for everyone except me-.-
NEVERMIND.

yay.got hooked on my book today.
read while waiting for bus,while on the mrt,while slient reading
(i didn't talk for a change)
and during more than 60%of CME.
HAH!i like!
physics was kinda okeh.learning new stuff again.
i dont exactly get it.But i think i would once revision is done(:
chem was INTERESTING.
and guess what.health check today was only for selected pupils.
how weird.LOL!
i didn't get selected.yay.because that would mean there's a problem with me.
yeah.i'm serious.

ss was a free period.wheeeee.arm-wrestled.
HAHAHAHA.ever since that lit incident.
people have been arm-wrestling in class.
I think it's cool can!
except that i find i cant win guys anymore-.-.-
in primary school i still could can!
sigh.hahaha.all have muscles already.
strongest girls i know would be kim and lj.
OMG.like almost cant win.
and we thought of a way to cheat also.AHAHA!
by twisting your wrist back.LOL!

i slept during the compre test?!
LOL.was damn tired.tyvm.
only woke up a little during summary.
rachel looked so hardworking.I wanted to talk to her but she was doing compre-.-
and i got 40/45 for wp.:D!no sweat.LOL!

went for the emcee training after school.
sigh.sigh.sigh.
so many last minute changes.
like speaking roles and timings and stuff.
and i was actually supposed to be the
prize winner announcer but got the emcee job instead
because i had to sing.wowww.what a reason.
sorry shawn!!*does big wave*
tried on prefect blazers to check which one i can wear.
XS!HAHAHAHAHAHA.i have no idea how i fit into it either.LOL!
then eehui helped me tie the tie.aww.how sweet.
I really should learn how to tie the tie from my dad.
It's a good skill to have.LOL.
i like tying ribbons anyway.
the prefects in the room were damn funneh.HAHAH!
went home....and saw shawn again!
we were talking about him living in the red light district((:
hahaha.okay.okay.
i need to somehow understand Amath.
test tmrw!!

great news!my grandad is recovering well.
thanks for the prayers(:
he should be discharged by next week we hope:D!

2009-07-28T04:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPYYYYYY TODAYY!!
O M G!!
because of[censored].
real important okeh(:to me lah.
and sadly,chlorine isn;t jealous anymore.LOL!
Lit was like fun!!especially when the lit teachers are not around(:
HAHAHA.idkk what came into me okay(:
I arm-wrestled with shawn.O M G.
duh.i didn;t win.
BUT.i won chlorine okay!!yay!
luckily i didn't do anything with lj.If i did,i'd probably lose too.
And I DID NOT know glenn had muscles.OMG.damn big.AHAHA
then played the scissors|paper|stone SPLIT.
AHAHAAAH.and some dumbdumb thought i didn't wear pants and wanted to do a split-.-
AND.[censored]YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY:DDD

choir was not bad today too((:
my darlings!!
I think i'm starting to sound over high.AHAHA.
because i'm listening to GEE.and all the girls sound damn high.LOL.
i like.

LISTEN AH.I'M GOING TO TELL YOU PEOPLE A STORY.
MANY DONKEY YEARS AGO,
THERE LIVED A DUMBDUMB CALLED CHIENLING.
SHE WAS EXPERIENCING SOME FORM OF STOMACHACHE.
(not sure if it's gastric or diarrhoea.but certainly not the
monthly inconvenience type)
ANYWAY.SHE WAS FEELING VERY UNCOMFORTABLE THE WHOLE DAY.
HER VERY SMART FRIEND,DEBORAH,ASKED HER TO TAKE A PANADOL((:
(see!so smart!)
BUT THE DUMBDUMB JUST SAID
IDW.I DONT LIKE.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH THE SMART FRIEND TRIED TO CONVINCE THE DUMBDUMB,
SHE REFUSED TO LISTEN.SAYING SHE DOESN;T LIKE PILLS.
THENNN.AFTER CHOIR,THE DUMBDUMB WENT TO FIND HER SMART FRIEND AND SAID.
WAH!I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER AFTER TAKING PANADOL.JUST NOW BEH TAHAN(cannot take it)
O M G!!

and her smart friend had told her to take a panadol earlier-.-
tsk.AHAHAHAAH.i told dodo i'd post this.so i did.

2009-07-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

I actually wanted to blog about my somewhat nice day..
but..something else happened.which i find major
so the rest is pushed aside-.-

THE DAY COULD NOT GET ANY BETTER.
AND THENNNNN.
WHEN WALKING HOME.
I SAW THIS SCARY CONSTRUCTION WORKER.
TOTAL PERVERT I TELL YOU.
THEN AH.I WANTED TO GET AWAY FROM HIM TO ESCAPE GETTING RAPED.
AND I WALKED INTO MUD.
YES.
MUD!
AND MY ONE AND ONLY PAIR OF SHOES IS NOW STAINED WITH MUD.
(though it kinda looks like diarrhoea too)
AND I HAVE TO WEAR SPORT SHOES TMR-.-
YUCCCK!

and i am so not saying what the pervert tried to do.
seriously.I was [censored]
words that should not be mentioned popped up so they're censored.
AND SERIOUSLY.ANNE!if i ever call you in times of emergency,
I think i'll be dead by the time you actually answer!
--shakes head--LOL

2009-07-26T06:40:00.000-07:00

<333333333333333333333333333333.
talking with anne for long periods of time makes me
mind-boggled.
:DDDDDD.
man!I think i really really like you((:
*laughs*
okayy,[censored]
sheesh.
I think i'm having an overload of happy hormones.
MUST be the chocolates(:
ily,girl(:

thanks to all who prayed for my grandad.
He's much much much better now(;
Praise the Lord.

today's tofu meeting was...like that lorh.
LOL.

oh man!I can't stop thinking!!dang!
anne.you're making me funneh-.-
HAHAHA:D

ilclarice.
ildodobird/chlorine/chienling/dumbdumb/deborah's lousy entertainer
ilanne/BFF/LOOBY LOO!/talktalk partner
il[censored]/idot/big idiot/big big idiot
ilmyself!!/kukuhead?/deborah the awesome(HAHAHA)

2009-07-25T00:48:00.000-07:00

okay.so the typing box in blogger is kinda fixed righht now.
But i still cant post any pictures.
man, my blog is starting to look boring.

what is it that makes us human?
Isn't it strange how we all feel sad and lost when someone passes away?
Or when someone is critically ill?
Because i feel that way now.
It's been like this since friday.
I'm like..really scared my grandad wont pull through the operation.
The doctors say it's really critical and we better see him as much as we can.
Seriously.why do i feel so upset?
Especially when i hardly know him?
But it's really just saddening lah.and my grandma isn't taking it too well either.

smiles just disappear.everything seems more temporal.
I feel so useless.I cant do anything to help.
I can only hope he would pull through the week.
Then maybe we can relax.

i am sad)))))))))))))):

2009-07-22T04:31:00.000-07:00

I'm really getting irritated by blogger-.-
it's still screwedd.I cant post photos for one.
geog today was like O M G.mrslee gave us alotta essays!!and expects it to be done by tmr.

OH.i just remembered!thanks chlorine and rach.they totally helped me get over SOMETHING.
LOLOLOLOL.
math today was quite okay..AT FIRST.
Like..I could do the questions and all.
Then mrsgoh went on to teach linear law and my jaw hit the floor.
I was like..WHAAAT?!
yeah.
el was blah...
phy was kinda hard again?
And I missed one lesson.
Had to go off early for lunch because
of the O level listening later on.
ARGH.I was scheduled with hope5/1.
I seriously dont know anybody there please.
Totally out.
And because my name starts with D,I was separated from the rest://
it didn't help that the person i was sitting beside was W O W:D
OH.and listening was held over a radio station.COOLIOS!!
i like.i think that's like coool lurhs.
met rachael and her pretty friend in the mrt.
LOL.discussed answers:}}

I love my grandma.She just cooks the most awesome food:DDD!
but i dont love her only cause of THAT lah(:

alot of homework!!!!!!!!!!
gahhh!
D:

2009-07-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

there's a freaking problem with blogger-.-
whatever.

IS IT ME?IS IT ME?IS IT ME??
PLEASE LET IT BE ME.
I WANT IT TO BE ME!!
ALOTALOT.
VMVMVMVMVMVMV<333!

ahemahem!please ignore that^^^^^^(:
i saw something so I uh...couldn't restrain myself((:
today was-.- and (((:
i kinda forgot why.SS was interesting.and math seemed fun??
Mainly because i got it.AHAHA!
andandand the emcee thingy made me late for choir.oh well.
Both i like(:

and shawn was very entertaining during lit.AWW.how touching.ahaha.

EH.my dear friend(you know who)!dont be sad okeh.SMILE FOR DEBORAH(:
some guys just suck.They dont know what they had until they lost it.
Perhaps..
they can't appreciate when you're there for them.Only when you've really moved on.then they come and say sorry.
(((((((((:i'm supporting you all the way dear friend!!

:D.i think almost sounded harsh because it was getting personal.://
i like mrsgoh.
her math is imba.superr smart!
i like.
i passed my Emath test!!whee!(:

yeah.i'm thinking about you(:

2009-07-20T01:38:00.000-07:00

PE was epiccc(:there was rugby.
which i dont really like.LOL.But looking at how everyone just ran and screamed.(and laughed)it was painfully funneh!!:DD
I was just being some flower vase.:x
GEOG.
(skip!)
Recess was....OH SO WOWWW.
let me see...mountain and l....(haha,chlorine is soso jealous((:)
but it was kinda embarrasing because i was the deborah laugh....O K A Y.nevermind(;
phy was a free period..yay(kiki!!!!!)
urhhumm!
CHINESE.
chlorine is absolutely useless in keeping me awake.she tickled,poked and pinched.but all at the wrong places..-.-
i still dozed..zzz
ENGLISH
oh man!!I slept during the test!!gahh.but yet i got this feeling like i'll do okay.HAHAHA:}
MATH.
i was sososo tireddd.
lala alrdy sponsored me three fruitellas but i still went mad.
I just went a little kuku.the chicky song was stuck in my head.
And I felt i really had to see someone do the dance.
So i asked rachie to do it.
She gave me some excuse that mrsgoh would scold if she just stood up and started dancing.
AND..i think i freaked junkiat by staring at him for far too long.(lol).
i go weird when i'm damn tired..
OH.and the substitute talked to me leh!!WOW.and i just walked off.
cause i was tired and i dont think straight when i'm tired.LOL.
no lit today.so((:went home two periods earlier.
((((((((:
anne is FUNNEH in video call.LOL.
it's her first time.do forgive her(:

2009-07-19T03:32:00.000-07:00

today was...urhhhum!
idk.LOL.sermon was..O K A Y.it's not really sermon.
they got a lawyer/christian to talk today.
W O W.lawyer lehh.it's like..she must be superr smart.LOL
chlorine was like..falling asleep.HAHA.i saw okey!! -.-
andandand..anne brought samantha today(((:
hie girl!!
then drama happened.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.
went for the welcome lunch...i really dig chicken wings okeh.
LOL.sinful food--shakes head--
i hope chlorine felt okeh..with her braces and all.
after that,had a shhhhh talk with bestie((:anne!!
hmm,i realised she doesn't have a nickname..
ANT is so unoriginal can.I'll think of something lah.

clarice can play the whole canon songg!!!:DDD
i'm so proud.haha.
and I found out something so OMGGG.
(glances at anne)
says...S H I T.coincidental can!!
talked with anne at the playground:}}}
stufffffffffff.pffft!!
i just thought of a nickname for her!!
i'm so smart!!LOOBY LOO!!idccc.i'm gonna call her loobyloo.
wheeeeee~

you got me crashing and falling like a domino

2009-07-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

Didn't go for flag day today.Was feeling under the weather..
but seriously...how can you feel UNDER the WEATHER???
LOL.just something to think about.

woke up quite late((:
finally,my long awaited rest.
hardly did any work today to tell teh truth..hmm,
watched harry potter today
:DDD(x9000)
ilikeit!!.but..it's so full of suspense.
whatever..i still like.
emma watson is like...damn prettayee now*.*
yeah.and...I was sad and shocked at some parts..
okay lah.ups and downs..
HHA..boring day today lahh.

chlorine is coming to church tmr..hmm.
and how can she eat with her new braces on??
LOLOLOL.she's ineffectual lah.
yay!a wp word.I studied.woots!
ate at hei sushi...yumm.
walk walk walk flick.
then when we were reaching home...
I was superr immature..(okay.i know i usually am too.LOL)
I was rushing with my sis to see who was first to get into the house..
DUH.ME LAH.

imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.(:
this is for you darling(L)

2009-07-17T04:28:00.000-07:00

school today was :DDD and ))):

HAHAAH.lol.let me continue...

i studied last minute for math ytd lehhh((:

i'm smiling cause i bothered to study.lol

chinese was kinda yay(:

did listening practices.

i got 7correct for thge first try..

but second one i got full marks!!whee!and i was dozing somemore((:

HAAHAH.lit was -.-lah..skip!!!!!

math was yay too!!first time zomg!

I could do the practice paper leh.haha.*proud!!

chem was yay too!I managed to turn on the bunsen burner!

i know.loads of people would be -.-at this.

but it's a big thing for me okay.

because i have a thing against fire.idk why.

i love water though.yeah and rachel has always been the one who turned it

on the past few Y E A R S okey.

and i finally did!yap!!!!!!!!

and straitstimes(shawn tan) brought a squishy banana

to school.fake one lah.

it's damn elastic and soft and bouncy and stretchable...

haha.straitstimes was like SHOCKED when i said

it was like a condom.HAHAAHA.

math test was kinda whoopee..I could do..I THINK.

but jiayang said i did it wrongly??-.-

had phototaking after school.

OMG.i'm damn cool.i planned our fun shot actions wayyy

in advance??HAHA.

and LKT and a few otherr peeps really did it(:

WOW.i just KNOW we'd all look good.it;s kind of retarded though..

then had to take individual photos cause i'm a cca leader.

that kinda sucked..

cos the pictures would be up on a board..

where everyone can see and point and laugh-.-

and thennn.I think i'd look weird in it-.--.-.-

CHIENLING(dodo) IS NOW CRISTENED CHLORINE(CL)

whee.lol.:33

2009-07-16T05:28:00.000-07:00

WHEEEEE.TODAY WAS OKAYOKAY LAH.

first picture is a doodle during eng.LOL.

when we were learning about complain letters.

I got my inspiration from someone someone.(H)

then next were teh quail eggs that mrsgoh gave us.

OMG i heart mrsgoh!!vmvmvmvvmvmvmv.

HAHAHAA.she gave us carrots too.it was for the CME period.

when she told us a story involving eggs,carrots and coffee.

she just gava a coffee sweet.lol

thennn..the next one is the "goal post"

that gengting and teikwee did up.

HAHAHAA.it looks damn nice!!I totally didn't know that teikwee could draw...

and gengting did up the goal!!*woww.

ILOVERACHEL.

thanks to her.today i didn't exactly doze off.

she brought sweets!!I need them everyday noww-.-

recess was kinda OMG.i saww....*gasps!!

going home was sosososo nice for dodo.

she got excited she almost dropped her phone.

HAHAHAHA.so unglam...unlike me(lol)

must be zaizai you knoww.

bus-ed to kallang stadium there..laughed a lot??

haha!i like!

then ate the FAMOUS TANJONG RHU PAO!!!!(dk how to spell??)

omg.damndamndamn nice.

ate at kfc...hello 5kg-.-.-.-.-.-

anyway,math test tmrw!!hope i do okay...HAHAAH

prayyyy again.

2009-07-15T04:05:00.001-07:00

today is...O K A Y.wait.i shall strta from the beginning.
yongliang is so nice.hahaha.
he gave me the chocolate!!i like:D
due to sleeping late recently...kinda slept during math and eng.
and thenn.I still could do the math sums!!woohoo lah(:
and then mrswong came in to kinda scold??
she's pretty cute lah.HAHA.

after school..feel so touched by ahemahem((:
then went into a state of panic just before oral.
yeah.it
did
not
go
exactly
well
i
think.
i was like damn upset about it after that.
huimin would know...thanks babe:/
i totally did not expect that topic.
and it's actually pretty easy!!
just that I was caught by surprise.
(screams x9000)

choir was kinda fun today.
more like dance practice.
msho/mrssoh
was coming up with dance steps for our new song.
wheee.i think we'd look damn cool.AHAHAAH.
lolololol.
yeah.and my grandma is leaving today.and coming back on mon.
i'll miss her!aww(:
yeah.so yes.i'm like..super upset.
i can't believe life still goes on and there's still
assignments to hand up.
hmm,maybe all this happens for a reason.
This will all fall into place into God's wonderful plan(:

he gave me little gifts today.
met a new pup today.totally cuteeeee(:
his name is ruffles((:5mths old.i likeeeeeeeeee:DD
and then i found out my granny hasn't gone home yet.
she was supposed to be gone when i came back.
blessings in disguise i guess.

imissyou okay.idc.imissyou.

2009-07-14T07:15:00.000-07:00

went to dodo's house today to study for oral.

lolol.i fell asleep on the bed.HAHAHA.ps lah.

and I went against m y fb fast.

forget it.i dont think i wanna fast that anymore:x

tomorrow's oral.-.-

scared...very very.

random things

1)the banana cake kim bought was fantastica!!

2)dodo's looks damn idiotic playing wakawaka(laughed like mad)

3)she looks dumb playing bowling buddies too

(laugh laugh again too)

4)there's eng tmr(everybody say YUCKK!!)

5)my very very impt chinese Olevel oral is tmr!!(screams)

6)shawn looks damn funneh trying to be like me.

7)[censored]

8)[censored]

9)I like mr.bean pancakes!!:D

10)i saw the sticker guy and his shuai friend todayyyy(:

11)there's flag day on sat.(efffffffffffff!!!)

12)nick is my bestbest friend.(LOL)

13)dodo's mom can cook fried rice like damn nice.(rhymes!)

14)moomoo is no more i thinkk:/

15)i'm still scared about oral.

mainly.all this was to get my mind off oral.

wan't very effective as you can see(((:

wheeee for no.7!!

and nobody can EVER ask me about no.8.

cause I couldn't think of anything to put there.LOL.

so it's actually a blank.

prayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-07-13T20:07:00.000-07:00

-.-.-.-.-
sat was real fun.
funny stuff happened.just read their blogs.lazy to update.
But i've been making bad choices.
I didn't exactly get to finish work and all that crap.

mainly.i'm upset because of what i just found out.
NOOOOO.it can't be happening.
But there's further proof today.
I feel like i've let myself down or something.
sigh(x9000)

today had been-.-too.
but playing zero-point during pe had been interesting.
LOL.SPLITTT:xx.
omg.one of the funniest things on earth ever.
kimberley skipping rope.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.
and i'm starting to really dislike msjohnson.
I just dont really enjoy her lessons all of a sudden.
://
and lit was coldd today-.-
but the poem was intersting i guess.

sorry I prevented you from getting what you wanted.really sorry.

2009-07-13T06:17:00.001-07:00

YOU'RE SO PLASTIC.WHY WON'T YOU JUST TAKE OFF YOUR MASK?

2009-07-09T06:50:00.000-07:00

hahaha.i heart my ddb(((:
web-camming with her is fun!!
and we were both euphoric over the same things.
yay.
see.my happiness level is up-ed again(:
:DDD
thanks for listening ah.LOL.

and...uhm...I want to clean my room again.
haizz.I find that...whenever I have stuff on my mind,
I start to resort to cleaning.haha.might as well.LOL!

2009-07-09T03:43:00.000-07:00

I'm happyyy!!:D
I understand math.omg.
at least I can totally get coordinate geometry for now.
so..yay!
HAHAHAHAH.and I started something totally dumb!
wheeee!
the "deborah issue"debate.HAHAHA/shhhh*winks
wheee.it certainly made cme seem more interesting.AHAHA.
and I love lala for her gummy bears and worms.
I like gummy bears because you can bite their heads off and
they can't bite you back.yay.
i know i'm retarded.(:
i just feel happy.lolololol.
cause of stuff.HAHAHA.
chem??wowww.-.-
finished learning about alkali metals,halogens and noble gases.
chinese??i'm damndamndamn scared.
all the oral topics are not hot topics.
they're like..lesser talked about topics.man!i'm scared.
english??totally crapped for the compo test.
I felt like I was promoting sg.not much description.
crap again i guess.HAHAHAA..
but somehow..I hope that msjohnson would somehow give
me highhigh marks.HAHAAH
okayokay.i'm happy i guess.

i've been thinking of us these few days.
finally.something's happening(:ILY
see you tmr dearie:}}

2009-07-07T20:24:00.000-07:00

LOLOLOL.hihihihihihihi.
here to do a youtube promo!!
woohoo!
type in the search engine....
Iwillbot
yayayayayaya.omg.dont ask.
he's not bad.lol.
i like.

hmm,caught up with rach over rubbish.HAHAHA
three periods of math passed amazingly fast.
twoo people didn't come to school todayyy!
*gasps!!
what if teik wee and pengchong kenna-ed H1N1??!
lolol.

a little more than a week to Olevel oral.
DDDD:
i'm damn scared can.))))))):
lol.three's not enough this time.
chinese was pretty boring but that writer ah..damn smart HAHAHA.
and he's 98years old..okay.everyone say WAHHHHH.(:

damn!those wretched feelings are stirred up again.HAHAHA.

2009-07-06T15:55:00.000-07:00

OMG.
WEBCAMMING WITH DODO IS SUPER.
HAHAHAHA.
ALL OUR FUNNEH STUNTS.
LOL.
she is damn enteraining.actually.i entertain.
But i have alot of fun tooo XDDDDDD
we are damn dumb together i tell you.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.

omg.i shall not ever try the hanger stunt again.
my bra might snap omg.lol
and next time,you shall be the one dancing okeh.
i've done enough.zomg.hahah

2009-07-06T12:16:00.000-07:00

yayyy.I learnt how to change the blog timings.LOLOL
finally.
phew.lol

2009-07-06T12:14:00.000-07:00

Last night was so *.*
so much stuff happened.
and going to sleep earlier was such a blessing.

haizz.having a lot of stuff on my mind,
sorry.my mind's messed up.
so my english is kinda screwed too.LOL
I wanted to take my mind off stuff.
practiced piano,guitar chords and surfed the net.
(look.i didn't do math.lol)
eh!finally.my fingers dont hurt that much alrdy??
I was like..suh-prised.lol
it's all numbing up.yayss.but still-.-lah.
LOL.okay.thenthenthen.
I was so boredd....
I WENT TO CLEAN AND PACK MY ROOM AGAIN.
HAHAHAHAHA.
it gets into disrepair rally fast and I was getting
bei tahan(cannot take it).
yeah.HAHAHAHA.so ahma-ish.lololol.

I want tmr to come faster.
So that I can use school to forget stuff.
but really really,I wanna thank God for giving me such great
friends who encourage me so.
those who use action rather than words
those who comfort with their understanding
those who entertain for hours on end(hahah!)
andd..
those who dont know what's wrong but
make me damn happy anyway(:DDD!)
iwontforget.
today brings a brand new day to appreciate!
okay,maybe i'll go and do chem now(haha!)
that's a big maybe.lol

2009-07-05T06:01:00.000-07:00

YOUKNOWWHAT.I ACTUALLY WANT YOU TO SEE THIS

what you got from her,i'm not responsible.
so dont go thinking and telling other people that i did THAT.
that was her own opinion.
and I wasn't really angry at you either-.-
Look.i'm going to say this here because i dont think i can tell you this
anywhere else.

I was actually wondering why you didn't do anything.
I mean yes.he knows but sowhat?!
that doesn;t mean the rest of the world needs to know.
even if you say this person wont spread..
sometimes.it's not about the actual person.
But what the person is doing.
you told me it was okay.
But that was it.
When I went away,dont worry.it wasn't about you.
it was about ..nevermind.
what she did was what I never said.
I know you have your friends.
And I have never expected us to be
virtually joined at the hip.
That's not the point actually.

And now,because of this,
you're saying I'm like the rest of the world is it?
So everything in three years was forgotten just cos of one day?
I'm THAT replaceble?
I actually had nothing against you.
But when I saw what you wrote yourself.
yes.it's heartbreaking.
and you,being you,dont talk about it with me face to face.
how many other people know about this alrdy huh?
I did not involve anyone okay.
not about you at least i didn't.
don't assume so much.
the other times,when I said
ILOVEYOU.
i meant it okay.
now i wonder if you did.Since i'm so easily dismissed.
then you totally shut me off.
i'm not saying i'm right and you're wrong.
just don't blame me for everything
and you're saying you can't trust me now.
idk what to do.
i'm angry.i'm upset.and istillloveyou.
and you thought i only thought of myself.

2009-07-05T02:00:00.000-07:00

So is this what it really is??
nevermind lah.
deborah is...
okay.NEVERMIND.
thanks nick.for listening and stuffs.
thanks jazlyn.
and thanks clarice even though I didn't really talk to you.
thanks dodo:}}for being there(literally)

i'm so ):
and i know i shouldn't.LOL.
I almost got banged by a car.ZOMG.HAHAHAHAHA
and I know,if I die,
people would be sad yeah.
But would they still remember me after a week?a month?
a year?
what do I truly mean??
to people in general.

2009-07-03T05:33:00.000-07:00

One extra day for rest.
whewww.
I cant get enough of sleep.
i feel so sleep-deprived.
hah.

I've made up my mind.
I wanna start going to school myself.
I'll try real hard.
Even though it's tiring and all.
I definitely have to wake up at 5.30 now-.-
But ytd,my dad said something which made alotta sense.
And it stands.
"You should learn that you can never depend on another person 100%."
yes.I have been failed before.
I should have learnt from past mistakes.
But I needed something like in my face to make me fully realise.
yeah.it says another person,so I can still depend on God lah:}}
But I slept too late because of something which happened ytd.
so this whole day I was like on the verge of dozing.
thanks God for rachel's milo balls.
and chem...it's getting harder><

I'm getting addicted to the song SUNDAY BLOODY SUNDAY.
leraning about northern ireland is like..saddening.
haizz.why do people discriminate so??
and they're all apparently christians...
How ironic-.-

thanks dodo for cheering me up.
idk how you did it.NAH.
maybe I did it myself.hahahahaaha.
i hope you had fun swimming today.(:
see you on sundayyyyyyyyy:DDD

and if you're listening,i miss you
you're fading and it seems so frustrating

^^^^^^familiar??koped from somewhere.:D!!

2009-07-02T06:52:00.000-07:00

D:i'm not happy now.
.______.

anyway,ss lesson was fun today.
I like the song.
woots to sunday bloody sunday by U2(:
and english lesson was..hmm,interesting.HAHA.
retarded:}

i am damn upset with myself-.-.-.--
shitbucket.

nevermind.starting fasting today.
not from food.But kinda from fb.
I'm gonna try to make it work.haha.
anyway,i've got stuff to fast for.
But today is the first day and i'm alrdy feeling temptation.
argh!
for forty days lehhh.
goshiness.trytrytry.
blah.i dont feel like blogging alrdy.
i'm still upset><

2009-07-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

the Wind Rhapsody

It's my north,my south,my east and west.
My noon,my midnoght my song.
I thought that love would last forever;
A wind taught me I was wrong.

Wind packs up his memory and
flies over city streets.
Only milestones are waiting for me now.
For me to drop what's holding me back
and strive for my own life.
and live it.

HAHAHAHAHA.koped from somewhere.
I'm not tellinggg:}

2009-07-01T06:17:00.000-07:00

300th post!!woots!

today was uhmm.toring.
ehh.wait.i mean tiring.
yeah.I almost fell asleep in physics.
IDK.wave refraction just doesn;t really appeal to me://
and I finally completed my lab doodle.
But I can't post a picture of it due to my screwedd SHIIINY
^^^^^^that was my phone's name(fyi):DD
yeah.But i like.

did the reading audition thingy.
urgh.think I may not be chosen alrdy.haizzz.oh well.
and chinese oral is SOOON!!
14more days!!wish.hope.pray.believe.

met anne after school.
Saw clarice and kyle at ws.
surprise.surprise.
went to church and watched anne,clarice &kyle play piano.
hmm,IDK what i was thinking.
like.I can't exactly concentrate?dms-.-.-.-.
bleah.tomrw is thur.
I wanna scream lah.
no words can express.
NAH.it's just my limited vocabulary-.-
bye:/

sorry anne.ILY<3333333333333
IMM lah.i dont think you get it..haiz.nvm://

2009-06-30T07:02:00.000-07:00

MY PHONE HAS A BIG PROBLEM-.-
IT CANNOT SEND ANYTHING BY BLUETOOTH
okay.nvm,that aside....

OMG.i've met anne for the fourth day in a row!!
WOW.and we've definitely talked ALOT.
eh!dont think of stuff that is so stupid okay.
when you're sad,it affects me-.-
I emo-ed about moihe after that(-(oO)-)
because of YOU!!-.-.-.-.-

but there were fun stuff too lah.
school is slightly better.
I heart SS lessons.
because mdm chua rocks:DD
then I did the doodles..
YAYYYYY.iheart doodling too(:
OH.and I was not late today.
HAH!
almost but I still wasn't(:

O LEVEL CHINESE ORAL IS ON 15TH.
oksy.i still have some time i guess,
but zhonglaoshi said my huihua is not very good><
man, not THAT easy lah.
but i like practicing with dodo.
she's a good practice partner.yay.let's practice!!

ILIKECHOCOLATEMILK.
yeah.random.
im.____.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
would you?nah,you wouldn't.
I'm talking to myself.ignore ignore.

2009-06-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

OMGG!!!CRAP CRAP.
I READ A FEW PEOPLE'S BLOGS WHICH TALKED ABOUT O LEVEL CHINESE ORAL.
IT MENTIONED IT WAS IN TWO WEEKS.
AND THEN I DOUBLE CHECKED WITH RANDOM PEOPLE HERE AND THERE.
AND IT'S REALLY IN LESS THAN 3WEEKS!!!!
I CANNOT NOT GET DISTINCTION BECAUSE MY TEACHER SAID
SHE DOES NOT WANT TO SEE ANYONE
WHO DOES NOT GET A DISTINCTION!!!!
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
OMG.I FEEL OLD NOW.
LIKE O LEVELS?!MAN!
FREAKING OUT MOMENT IS NOW.
AHHHHHHHHHHH
D:

2009-06-29T06:53:00.000-07:00

My Box

My box is made of golden oak,
my lover's gift to me.
He fitted hinges and a lock
of brass and a bright key.
He made it out of winter nights,
sanded and oiled and planed,
engraved inside a heavy lid
in brass,a golden tree.

In m y box are twelve black books
where I have written down
how we have sanded,oiled and planed,
planted a garden, built a wall,
seen jays and goldcrests,rare red kites,
found the wild heartsease, drilled a well,
harvested apples and words and days
and planted a golden tree.

On an open shelf I keep my box.
Its key is in the lock.
I leave it there for you to read,
or them when we are dead,
how everything is slowly made,
how slowly things made me,
a tree,a lover, words, a box,
books and a golden tree.

<3!!yeah.this is dedicated to those who need it.

a wish??a reality?I can't seem to tell the difference now.

2009-06-29T06:42:00.000-07:00

shitbucket.
I've had alot of fun these few days..
like sat,sun&mon(after school)
but then IDONTFEELLIKEBLOGGING
but then lj reminded me that i haven't updated.
but in my current mood,it's useless.
i can only complain about school.
For starters,i was damn damn damn late.
and then it was boring taking temperature and listening to
all theose boring announcements.
://math all over again-.-.-.-.-

went to tm today with rach and kim to get stuff from yamaha.
and when i reached,IT WAS CLOSED!!
because they were apparently celebrating their anniversary-.-.-.
yes.i agree with you arun.they're supposed to give discounts.
not close the store-.-.-.-
now i have to go to yamaha tmr.
went to church after that to meet anne and arun.
HAHAHAHA.anne!i totally think arun is freaked by me alrdy(((:
arun is damn funny to make fun of.
and i laughed at like nothing every 3seconds or something:D!
yeah.THANKS FOR THE DONUT ARUN.YAY!hahahahahaah.
damn funneh!
and then all the cats were so not interested in me.
AHHAAHAH.no.but they did fight over me.wheeee:D

yes.anne.this issue is DEFINITELY getting to your head-.-.-
yorhe lah.
see whether you can get it:}
mine's moihe??LOLOL!
:DDDDDDD
*let's scream and dance in the middle of the road again.
THAT WOULD BE DAMN COOL

oh.and i kinda have to apologise.
hey,anne.tell arun i'm sorry for my behaviour.
LOL.the sugar rush made me say those things i guess.
HAHAHAHA.
funneh lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(:

2009-06-25T21:58:00.001-07:00

my blog timing is screwedd.
it's friday today.okay.

2009-06-25T21:47:00.000-07:00

irritating!!!I cant upload any pictures!!-.-
whatever nevermind.
i have been missing because I was banned for awhile.
://.my mom loves using that punishment.
then after that, she forgets WHY she punished me
but she amazingly remembers she DID.
tsktsk.

went out with LKT ytd to wildwildwet.(www)
OMG.i like.
I feel like really reliving childhood memories.LOL.
i love water.alotalot.
playing on slides,water fountains,waves,currents,
all the cliche water activities suddenly seem so fun.
and stuff happened!HAHAHAH
i love lifeguards lah((((((:
i think i'm definitely getting hoarser.all the screaming...:D!
the ular lah was damn fun.and the u-shaped thingy was also exhilarating:}}
i like.alot.

watching transformers tmrw i think.
I hope it's good.it better be.$10 is not cheap okay.
haizzz.need to withdraw again.

315cases of H1N1 so far.
i know i'm kiasi.but seriously,the rate at which it's spreading is alarming!!
and michael jackson died at the age of 50.
idk if it was ytd or today.
HAHAHA.then what his comeback concerts.
all down the drain.
I heard the radio broacasters say he died of cardiac arrest.
omg.that sounds so much more chim then heart attack-.-
okay.anyway.i have nothing else to say i guess.LOL.bye

2009-06-22T05:15:00.001-07:00

totally wasted time going to school today.
zhonglaoshi just asked us to use the school computers to access
the eportal to listen to her recording-.-
we could have easily done that at home.
*rolls eyes

LTC is cancelled.woohoo!
no explanation required.

But i know i'm kiasu.But i'm still damn scared
about this H1N1 flu outbreak.
OMG.there's like 126 cases now?!!
and by the time i watch news later,there'll be more-.-
ugh.the extended hols seem to be a huge possibility.
BUT.i sudden;y realised i dont really want a longer holiday.
If i dont face school...
well,i'll have to face it sooner or later.might as well be sooner.
at the school's portal,i glimpsed the homework that they've alrdy
prepared for us.
there's ALOT.seriously.
like alotalot.like more than 10 at one shot that time.
and that's just the main folders.haven't seen the stuff INSIDE the folders-.-
what's the point?
seriously?
so much work..o levels..alotta work..a levels...university...
then.work until we're dead.
what a life huh.
tsk.nevermind.
I shall try to finish my ss notes by tmr then i'm done.

the clock is ticking deborah.give it up.

2009-06-21T04:26:00.000-07:00

this is a tribute to my father on Father's Day '09

thanks dad,for always trying to bring me up to be someone who has morals and share the same ethics as you.Thanks you for educating me on whatever aspects which I require to be educated.
On this day,I pray that "all would work well".Whether it is for work or for this family.I pray that I do not continue disappointing you in the academic aspect or in my day to day attitude.I love you!And you have given me much to love(:

p.s in case anyone is wondering why there is a johnny depp picture....
i'm trying to tell my dad he looks like johnny((:LOL
p.p.s i think johhny is HOTTTT*fans self

2009-06-21T04:11:00.000-07:00

sermon today was interesting and yet a little uncomfortable at times..HAHAH!
i know dodo would have loved it.LOL!!
and :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
(you'll know tmr dumbo)
and lunch was scary.mainly cos I went to ehub.
And i was real afraid of meeting riverlife people there who have contracted H1N1.
I really dont plan on getting that flu.
Hope the hols would be extended...((:
went back to church with veron and anne and slackedd.
sorry lyd,rach and debbie for not going to peninsula.
You said it was alright if I didn't go and I was lazy to walk.:XX
yeahh.so..went back to church.
Managed to get clarice to entertain me.
:D
did blah stuff..and jazlyn is a total BIMBO okay((;
I just wanted to say that.hahah.
then there was talk of marriage and happy family thing.
okayokay.so now i'm married to jazlyn.
hahahhahahaha.dodooooo.are you reading this??????:}}}}}}
and jazlyn's viewty is damn cool.
the fish can go where you want it to.
And she kinda looked amazed at how I could laugh at that and was actually entertained(:
next week is clarice's last week leading us for sg until 2months later.
://////
man.I'll miss her.i hope you're reading this clariceyyyyy(:
and she can play piano well too((:

supposedly playing captain's ball next sunday-.-
I doubt I can actually "get" the ball.
too short lah.and then I need to change....
HAIZZZ.
nevermind.://

chinese thing tmrw.
urgh.I wanted to pon it but if I did,my dear dodo would be so sad without me.
So i'm actually going for her(:aren't i nice?
HAHAH!

2009-06-20T05:49:00.001-07:00

just a few stuff for dodo.
she's really helped in cheering me up just a few seonds earlier..(:

2009-06-20T04:46:00.000-07:00

just bear with me.
I need somewhere to rant and calm down.

[POST REMOVED DUE TO ITS STUPIDITY.PURPOSE OF POST IS ALSO UNDEFINED.]

2009-06-20T03:40:00.000-07:00

OMG.yesterday was AWESOME lahh.

i'm such a fun person righht dodo???

And I know you're damn happy about THAT((:

i'm happy for you too.yay:D

we're both happy.

yeah.and just out of boredom..

this is dodo-.-

*yawnss

how boring..

yeahh.And i'm getting lazy at going into detail.

But it was cool((:

i think dodo will upload the many many photos up on fb later

one day,four destinations(:

SWEET.

firstly,we went to marina barrage.to see see..and later....play with water.

OMG.I musta somehow have had a deprived childhood or something.

I was real real happy.just ask dodo.

i like playing with water((:

but i'm not fond of fire.

I'm just not.LOL:XX.idk why.

guess cause water's my element.Not that I believe in those kinda things

or something.just saying..

then it was raffles city for lunch((:

I ate chippy's.

OMG.it was horrible.and the service was ><.

BUT I LIKE THE CHEESE.

i always like cheese((:

dodo bought some weird but very nice drink from J.CO(;

i got a sip.HAHAH.

thenn went to burger king cos I was not full.

OMG.saw zichao working there.

--shakes head--

some people are just too hardworking lah.tsktsk.

next was bugis for my haircut.

see??notice.everywhere we went,we had a purpose(;

ahahah.though somewhat stupid purpose.

then tampines for cotton on.

how can you expect deborah to resist a sale righht?

yeah.you can see my kinda screwedd hair too^^^^

idk lah.

I only remember that the day was kinda full of dodo's retardedness:DD

and she's hinting to me about the usage of the diary I gave her..

omg.lemme guess ah.

surely writing all your love poems for me and to me(:

JUST ADMIT IT LAH(:

hahah!

P.S I LOVE YOU:}

got my room air-con changed today((:

the dust was really appaling at first-.-

I really had to clean here and there.

And had to pack my room last night too-.-

EH,dodo.it's neat now.TRUE OKEYE.

and when I got up today,I made my own bed:D

wowww.I feel so accomplished.

Like.seriously.I;ve never ever made my own bed unless it's for show.

Listen.Like you make it messy.

then pack.

then you make it messy again.

i mean what's the sense in that lah.

OH.i just remembered another reason as to why I would make my bed.

if I felt like it.:}}}}

okay.i'm boredddd.byee(:

2009-06-17T05:12:00.000-07:00

TODAY--wednesday

OMGGG.
FLAG DAY WAS AWESOME.
I HEART FLAG DAYS NOW.
DODO,LALA,ATTICUS AND I WENT TO BEDOK TO COLLECT.
OMG..EVERYONE WAS DAMN NICEEE(;

I REALLY COLLECTED ALOT ALOT.
AND TWO PEOPLE GAVE ME THE DEEPEST IMPRESSION((:
YEAH.THE BICYCLE GUY AND THE SEC1 GUY.
DAMN NICE.
REALLY COOL TOO.OMG.NEVERMIND.I'M NOT SAYING(((:

went to bugis after that to eat at yoshinoya.:DD
I heart yoshinoya nowwww((:
OMGGG.i like lahhh(:
and I received a super reatrded msg from kim..
eh.I saw [CENSORED] on the bus while I was walking.He turned back and looked at me lehh.Wah.I like(:
OMG-.-
yeah.okay.
And i'm real happy with myself noww too.
I packed my room.And now,it's neat neat neat((:

sorry dodo.for like...falling asleep in public.
I became so gong that I bought something for you for no reason.
LOL:XX.
sorry uh..that I couldn't walk straight either(:

2009-06-17T05:06:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY--tuesday
went out with my mom...
she said"i'm not gonna spend more than 30 on you."
I said"yeah righht.that's too low??"
in the end..we spent like around 300bucks.HAHAHAH!
she could have just added a 0 behing the 30.
-.-
but the day was damn fun.
I know some people dont like going out with their moms.
But I'm one who goes against the crowd for this one.
I mean.SERIOUSLY!!!if you're gonna go out shopping with someone?
Why not with someone who stamps a on you?LOL

watched LandoftheLost at engwah.
OMGG.it was damn retarded:DD
which means it was stupid but because of my low IQ now,it still made me laugh like mad.
especially the mosquito part.LOLOL.
those who watched would get it(:
thebn bought a new shirt..YAY!
got a new watch!o.Omy mom asked me to get one..I didn't beg.
some blah products(((:
FOOD!!:DD
yeah lahh.spent ALOT.
yay.
I heart my mom<3333

2009-06-14T02:47:00.000-07:00

1)ILOVEROCHELLESIMHUIYI
2)it's thanks to roch-y that i'll have monehhh!!:DD
3)roch-y is superrr smart((;
4)i love roch-y(again)

okay.so here's what happened.in case you think I dumped dodo for roch-y.
Well,i didn't.
Anyway,remember I said in my last post that I needed to get money back from roch-y??
Yeah.So I asked her about it on msn.
Then she suggested transferring it immediately into my acc online((:
(yes.this is the part where everybody has to say WOWWWWWW)
yeah.she's ultraaaaa smarrrrt!!
then I was like OKAYOKAYOKAY!!!(;thank you thank you!!
she was like welcome welcome.
then I was like WAIT.prove to me you're rochelle
then she was like -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
then I was like wait i'm smart.I'll just sms you the number
then she said okayokay((:
AND....I smsed her the acc number((:
I'm so proud of myself((:HAHAH!

okay.actually ah,when we were talking on msn,I didn't repeat every single word like that.
neither did roch-y
Just that i'm high noww.
So typing the same word over and over makes me even more high.
OH.and happier too(:
HAHAHAH.
I love myself!:D
yeah.just thought that i'd update that.HAH!
bye(;

2009-06-14T00:59:00.000-07:00

deborah is officially broke.
Like seriously okay.I have NO moneh at all.And my mom is not going to top up my account!!
-.-
she's being so (fill in yourself) recently lahh.
Like ytd,I wanted to take a bath cause I was really feeling damn warm.
Then she said it was too late so NO.
-.-
I said I really felt like I needed to have my head under water.
Like seriously surrounded by water or something.
Then she asked me to get a bucket,fill it with water and dunk my head inside
-.-
I mean like..she can really be superrr lame.
HAIZ.
so now.how to go out??
hmm..should get money back from rochelle alrdy.
I NEED IT.

hmmmm,I wanna watch Memoirs of a Geisha later.
It seems damn cool.
idk.seeing those celebs act like prostitutes must be like damn nice to watch.
LOL.

HAIZZ.no money.
Now I can't even pay anyone to do my homework.
do it for free, anyone??
irritating lah.
went out after church to ehub and tm for a while.
no money to spend yet I could only look at debbie buy so much stuff.
she bought like...a bag?dk how many shirts?blue pants??
IDKK lah.alott.I also want to spend.
tsktsktsk.
BYE.
flag day on wed.URGH.
no.make that double URGH

2009-06-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

Firstly,today has been a boring day.
and thenn I woke up with my eyes swollen-.-
they either looked like fishballs or pufferfish.
I can't really decide.

My whole family went out to house hunt today so
I was left alone.
Due to my waking up late-.-.-.-
And when I came online,mingli made me feel like I was on cloud9
when she told me leeminho was coming to singapore on monday.
and then she told me she made a mistake and he wasn't-.-
I WAS SERIOUSLY PLANNING ON GOING TO THE AIRPORT OKAY.
:X.
it turned out to be that lady who acted as jae kyong or something.
chey!
idk lah.
I just feel so..so tired.
Like the electronic waves are finally getting to me
and killing moi brain cells.
Which are very precious mind.Cause I dont have many.
Anyway,i'm like -.- now.plus my ball ball eyes are not helping.
gahhh.hopre tmr would be better and I wanna watch
MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA
idk why.but i MUST watch it tmr.

2009-06-12T03:50:00.000-07:00

I'm totally head over heels with dodo's MDHWSU photo.
it stands forr...
make-deborah-happy-when-she's-unhappy photo
COOL lah.admit it((:
anddd...
dumb dodo can actually be quite smart at times.
she can ALWAYS guess what i'm thinking..
o.O
scary lah.SHE'S SUCH A PERVERT CAN((;
today was boring boring boring.
see.I said it thrice.
haizz..babysitted my sis while doing lit homework.
talking with a four year old a day makes you lamer everyday.
it's kinda like eating an apple keeps the doctor away.
which is also total bullcrap.:XX

I don't think I can finish all my hw by sunday alrdy.
HAH!
thinking about leeminho is sucha better usage of time((;
teehee!

IWANTTOGOOUTWITH...
in random order
1)my dear dodobird
2)anne.usha.mahendran, my fave girlfriend
3)klaryce,the sexy and skinny dancer
4)esther,the QUEEN.OF.LAME
4)meiling,my beloved senior and girlfriend

sadsadsad..plans have all gone KAPLONK!

2009-06-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

OMGGG!!!
I'm like still laughing over some photo that dodo has.
eh.that guy is really funneh lahhh.
Even when I think about it now,I can still laugh like really mad.
He looks like some cartoon character.
IDK..a retarded one.maybe a pig or something.
hmm..i know this is totally random.But i just find it so amusing.
SERIOUSLY.
shitbucket.i'm like some retard noww.
omgg.funneh lahh(:

p.s i dont like cheekopehs.
they're so shallow lah
yucck.

yes.now that that has been established,i guess i have nothing else to say.
i dont like hol homework.
anyone willing enough to finish it??
i'm left with a little more only.
i'll pay you 5bucks(;
good bargain lehh.
okay.not funneh.
bye.

shitbucket.when i think of that guy's face i wanna laugh again.

hint to dodo:the one that you say is slightly pervertic one

2009-06-10T08:31:00.000-07:00

hi.I'm bored.
I'm now mrs lee minho I guess.
LOL;DD.

I;m bored lah.I can't be only doing homework all the time.
I want to go out.
And the 6D outing is not working...
everyone's somehow busy.
HAIZZZZ.
and global warming is starting to seem so evident.
I feel so warm all the time.
And afternoon's the killer.
what are we doing about it?!!
isuckklahh.

i'm tired.and i dont feel like blogging much.
there's nothing to say anyway.:XX

2009-06-08T05:53:00.000-07:00

i know.i know.this is superrr blurredd:Xbut it's the clearest from the phone already.The letters are small lah-.-.OH yes.LKT got their rings today(:I love mine..AWWH..ahemahem.nevermind.We got the same type of ring((;

everyone had

LKT<3(name)depending>I think i'm starting to like dodo and kimmy more and more each day..Kim is like a guy??(hahah)and I love the laughing.I was laughing like mad at the pet lovers centre.At what??The rabbit's nose.It kept moving so much that I just began to find it comical(:And kim laughed too((:Yeah.And maybe I got a little loud...So lala and dodo had to literally pull me away from the store.:DD

2009-06-08T05:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAVIS!!(atticus)

ILY<3333

today is the birthday of one of deborah's awesome friends.

:DDD

and her name is Mavis.

Thanks girl.For always being there and listening to my soap storys.

Cheering me up when i'm down.

Just offering me a smile for when mine is on vacation.

She is one of the best people I know.

strong in her personal beliefs and persevering in whatever she aspires(?!)

ILY.and you'll always be a special friend who has a special place in my heart.

You're really like a mentor.

Guiding me and paving the way for me.

Doing everything for me.

You're wonderful:}}

Glad today was so special that it was the first time we went out.

and seafood harvest was awesome(:

hope you enjoyed your movie:DDD

LOVES<3

eh!dodo.don't get jealous ah..(:

2009-06-07T06:23:00.000-07:00

HAIZ..sometimes,I just really wish I could go for lasik surgery sooner.LOL
anw...church camp starts from today!
I'm not going lah.
didn't feel like..this june.
yeah.but there's choir tmr..and it's someone's birthday((:
celebrate yeah.
so many birthdays in june.
and today is seriously my record for waking up late.LOLOL.
I woke up at 3.31pm
:DD
RECORD.
thanks to sleeping at 5.30 the night before.
actually technically,it was not night..
hmm.
was watching BOF.
yay.
got hooked on wed.
and now today i'm gonna watch episode23!!
I love the person who actually uploaded the WHOLE show onto youtube.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
omg.how many episodes are there??
I'm getting a little tired.LOL
shall ask my choir junior tmr since she watched everything already.
yeah.
gonna bathe now then watch BOF!!
yay.
bye.

2009-06-06T09:21:00.000-07:00

hey you!yes.the idiot down there!
My friend is the best possible girl okay.
Even better than me.You mean so much to her.
Today was important.
And.you.forgot.
__ you okay.

and you,my dear friend.
Maybe it's all a lie.
Maybe he didn't want to hurt you anymore.

2009-06-05T22:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY DODO!!
On this special day,I pray that it would be filled with happiness for you(:
We have went through so much together.
And you're a DOLL.always putting others first.
ILY to bits.
Yesterday was so much fun with you<3
You have always been there for me whatever problems I had.
You really have a hard job being my friend huh?
Because of all my xin shi.HAHAH(:
But hey, I am absolutely grateful okay.And you're really true sister.

I hope all your wishes come true((:
the two wishes you said out loud...
the one you didn;t....*hahah..hmmmm
the two other wishes i;m supposed to grant(:
I'll try my best darling!

2009-06-05T22:24:00.000-07:00

hie.I haven't been blogging beacuse I've been too caught up with BOF
OMG.yay.
celebrated dodo's bdae at east coast ytd((:
And I saw Edwin Goh.OMGGGG!the fighting spiders guy lah..
HE's quite tall.I couldn't tell on tv-.-
kim says he's 176??goshh.whatever.

dodo was so touched by me((;HAHAH.
I gave a rose,dumbo,and two recordings((((((((((:
ILY lah dodo.
And yes,I WILL remember your wishes((:

BOF ROCKSSSS.GO WATCH!!NOW!!

2009-06-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

Mandy moore-Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my handsand pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughingand laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I heart this song....<3333333
go find yourself.
I'm lazy((:

2009-06-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

is there anything more than doing homework?
:////
YET.
i'm not a mugger.
Haven't reached nerd level-.-
HAHAHAHAH!!

yeah.and I may have to have an extra thick geog ws to face.
Cause I didn't get it last time.
But I have found out chem is really a killer.
I tried emptying my brain juices but I just can't answer
quite a number of questions.argh.

andandand...
there are now officially 8cases of H1N1 in Singapore.
AIR-GONE-NEE!!
if you could even get what that means..*points up
yes.and.I sudden;y feel life can leave us so suddenly.
There is no expecting it if Death just comes one day
knocking at YOUR door.
There are many things I would want to do and experience before
my life is over.HAIZ.
But only God knows that time.
EH!this is not an emo post okay,dodo.
Just thinking random things.And you of all people should
know random I can be.
(:
just watched Fighting Spiders(((:
FREDERICKKKK!!(or however his name is spelt)
yay.I like.:DDD
next week's episode is kinda scary?LOL.
and that girl who acts as YiLing is prettaye can(;
okay.i'm just rattling off lah.
ILIKETHESHOWOKAY.
even though i think lj says it's not nice.LOL.
she prefers red thread.HMMMM>.
i think...
I want to say somethinggg..
SOMETHING(:
okay.bye!!

2009-06-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

hellohellohello
I'm like feeling super accomplished noww8)
I've like..met my goals for today.
the online quiz...whoa.I really have to thanks God for my
100%!!yess!high fivve dodo(:
and revised a little for tmrw's quiz.
finished three chinese exam papers(:
and some random math hw.
OHSHITXZ.
after I typed everything out,
I just realised I didn't really do alot-.-.-
SAD.
my goal is still to finish all my hol hw within the first two weeks
and that goal still stands(:
I'm just a little aprehensive at tackling my humans and science.
-.-.-.-.-
chem is just starting to shoot torpedos at my brain
instead of the usual machine guns.
(:imagery huh.
and humans has LOADS to do.
urgh.I'll have to face it someday anyway.

the simpler stuff in life is kinda appealing too.
Like teaching my sis math and english.
HAHAH.
at her level,I can still help with math.LOL

oh and...
ILOVEMAVIS 8)

2009-05-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

i've been gone so long I just did not notice.
I thought everything was just a game.
But when I really opened my eyes,
my world just came crashing down.
I really believed everything to be perfect.
Now I've lost what once was so dear to me.
HOW?
I thought I did everything right?That i tried?That I bothered??
about all the yous out there.
But then I come back,and...
have I been THAT easily replaced?
I thought a friend was really something that can never be bought.
But listen.
If you are pushing me aside now just because
of my little trip up,then was I really worth to you at first?

Do you understand how much it hurt?
When I KNEW something was wrong.
And i'm not the first to know.

Maybe my change has truly brought much disappointment.
But i'm just not your no.1 anymore is it?
But damn!I miss alot.
Then I can only say sorry.
Sorry that I can't seem to help anymore.
Sorry.
But you still mean alot to me.

IWILLCHANGE.
it has brought alot of difficulty within the LKT.
idw.
I'm sorry to ____,________,_____,______,______,___.
And there may be more...but i just..I just need to settle some issues.
myself.
for this,
NO PERSON can ever help me.
I need to do this on my own.

2009-05-30T05:33:00.000-07:00

I haven't been blogging in awhile-.-
due to a few reasons
1)busy
2)busy
3)busy
4)busy
5)lazy

(:
yeah.so there you have it.
okay.managed to aga finish my phy ws..
OH YES!YES!I need to complain about homework!
holidays just ain't holidays anymore.
my homework is measured at 1.3cm.
and growing cos I did not measure the notes I have to do.
mainly because they're not done yet-.-
went for the alumni interview thingy today.
not too bad://
and now...zhonglaoshi asked us to go back to school tmr-.-
I was like...WTH!?
tmr is a sunday can-.-.-.-
I can't believe it-.-
yeah.so tomorrow is a sunday and i'm going to school.
what a sad sad life.
:X.
But deborah will not give up in the face of adversity(:
especially since God's by my side((:
I aim to finish my hol homework within the first two weeks of june.
So I can revise in the last two weeks.
FACE THE FACTS DEB.
you suck in the academic sector.
yeah.so.e-learning on mon-thur
is going to suckk as well.
Because the subject is math.
and mrsgoh expects us to learn a whole new topic by ourselves.
woohoo*sarcastic, mind
Let's see...hmm.and I want to lose weight.
NO.let me re-write.
I NEED to lose weight.
I have no wish to be on the list for the abominably fat-.-
I do plan to stay out of that.
yes.okay.And i'm wasting time now.
shitxzx.I've got better things to do..
Like eng powerpack homework for example.
KILL ME NOW,
bye.

BANG!

2009-05-25T05:38:00.000-07:00

the remaining road is left for me to walk alone with whoever I choose.
God will always be by my side.
But the future ahead is unclear.
So look at me go by myself.And look at what i've accomplished.
Aren't you happy?
:}
mainly,what i'm trying to tell you is......*points down

p.s eh dodo.i'm not sad here uh.(:
i'm like making myself happy(:

it's over but i will miss it so

2009-05-25T05:24:00.000-07:00

:XXXXXXXXXXX

today.I've been not as noisy as usual.
i'm MO-ing(:
HAHAHAH.i'll tell dodo the meaning tmrw.
but pe was oh-so-fun:D
Our group really chiong-ed captain's ball(:
I love catching the balls:}}
reminds me of moi transparent fishballs

and LKT really sweated out fat:]]]]
andandand.I heart dodo(:
LOLOLOL.
we were like going through the english papers.
then everyone started asking
"what's a bagel?"
thenn..i heard dodo say something like
EH!WHEN I PLAYED COOKING MAMA I THINK THEY HAD BAGELS LEH!
omg.she's so retarded(:
:DDbut i heart her.

two more chinese exam papers today-.-
sad.sad.
But nevermind.I need the practice anyway.
pw presentation tmrw!
really gonna pray that we do well(;

no more stuff for you as of today(;
you're moving outta my mind.

2009-05-24T07:22:00.000-07:00

HAHAH.this is epic.
wait.
I was like talking to shawn about pw stuff.
then I went away for a moment.
Then when I came back,I saw alot of spams.LOL.damn cute.
Shawn actually kept nudging and nudging-.-
because I didn't accept a file..
he was like"deborah.press accept"
OMG.like I didn't know..HAHAH.
best is when he actually recorded his voice shouting my name
It was like "DEBORAHHHHHHHHH~~"
damn funny can...he sounded so exasperated.LOL

NEXT
dodo was talking to me on fb.
and I asked her
[D]-deborah
[C]-dodo

[D]eh.you liked my status.d'you know what it means??
fyi.my status is debb chew has better things to do than think about THAT.
[C]HMMM..better things to do...THAT.
THAT..
I think it's THAT lah.
.................................................................................
OMG.like can't anyone tell?!HAHAHAH.I was like so-.-
anyway,she got it right..
haha.shhh.
thenn
.................................................................
[D]eh.the substitute [CENSORED]
[C]maybe its anyhow.aiya .that one NO USE lah.
[D]yeah.i was going to say that too.
[C]lol
........................................................................
then I told her I wanted to blog about this cos she was being retarded.
then she said"I'm not being retarded okay."
OMG.i think that is can-.-
as long as I think can already(:
okay.yeah.then
.......................................................................
[D]eh.wait.I think I need to go toilet for a LOOONG time
[C]okay GO.
and when I came back..
[C]good.good thing.can lose weight.
very -.- right
[D]OMG I HATE DIARRHOEA.
lol.i took 3mins.HAH.
..................................................................................
sorry if you found that uhmmmmm..o.k.a.y.HAHAH.
yeah then
................................................................................
[C]PE TOMORROW.WOOHOO.
idk what we will do-.-
[D]LOSE WEIGHT??
[C]eh.fail lah.I think I ate alot of junk today.
[D]high fivve then
[C]lol.
[D]potato chips are my best friend.
How to keep away?
[C]haha.yeah/got go toilet do business i think can balance alr
[D]my poor butt lah
[C]GOOD.I LIKE.
.............................................................................
YEAH.then she went on about the toxic in the body-.-
okay.this purpose of this post is to show the world that
DODO IS DUMB
:D

2009-05-23T22:28:00.000-07:00

I was thinking about dodo.
And I just realised I forgot what date it was when we
started dating.LOL:X

And I'm about to have another MOUNTAIN
of overdue stuff again.
How can things move on like nothing happened?
When my life is in the dumps with moi results in the garbage can.
Holidays are coming but i half don't want.
I don't have enough discipline to do my own conscientious work.
I'd probably slack,fail end year papers and my O levels.-.-
IDW.

i feel so -.-at what i'm supposed to accomplish.
expectations..wishes..hopes..even you are pushed to the
sidelines when i'm upset about results
But it doesn't matter.Cause you don't care anyway
and you might even like it better this way.

DEBORAHNEEDSDISCIPLINE